Five Centimetres Per Second.

Happy Chinese New Year! (Part 2)

2012-01-24T15:52:00.011+08:00

"Bombing for peace is like fucking for virginity."

-via dinosaureatsme

11 January 2012.

Mama took leave to look for brother's shoe and have family dinner :) In the end he still got the shoe from amk. Shouldn't have walked so much with him -_- Well the good thing is we got to have dinner together :D

12 January 2012.

Pre-anniversary celebration with silly :) Went for a walk around Botanic Garden, took many photos, and played with many animals especially doggies, hehe :D Saw so many dogs down there! There was this Philippines guy who let his pomeranian (Pepper) run to us, cute max ^^

Then we had dinner at With A Pinch Of Salt! :) Looked through ladyironchef for a nice affordable restaurant and came to this. The service there was wonderful, the food there was great, and the portions were even better :D I didn't order something I like very much, but my silly boy sure did :) Oh, the mushroom soup there is a must-try :D Definitely a restaurant worth visiting again!

13 January 2012.

Accompanied my boy to get a new camera lens for Likey. Then he went for a haircut and dye job. Now I have a redhead for a boyfriend, HAHA. I prefer him with his black hair cause it gives him a more 'guai' look. But red or black it's him all the same so it doesn't really matter :)

14 January 2012.

Silly's elder sister's birthday BBQ! Jellies attackkkkk. Spammed jellies more than those food people would normally eat during a BBQ hahahahaha. She had a lychee martini cake and it was yumzxz! The cake isn't like those normal ones which you'll get tired of after a while. I don't like alcohol but yes the cake was good :)

17 January 2012.

A stranger sitting beside me on the bus offered me tissue because I couldn't stop sniffing on the bus. Nice to know that there are still nice people, hehe :)

Had buffet at Seoul Garden with my dear! Our 3rd buffet since 2012 started, HAHA. The food at Seoul Garden was average, but the service was pretty nice :) I like their desserts more than the actual food. Gained 1.2kg right after the buffet, too scary ._.

19 January 2012.

Did a small powerpoint-scrapbook on Geetha and me for a social psychology assignment :) Had around 1.5 hours to complete the scrapbook and the back part got messed up due to lack of time :/ Still proud of my final masterpiece though :D One of the most interesting assignments I've ever done, hehe ^^ And it was the first time I had such a good sleep from Hougang to NP on 74!

20 January 2012.

Dined at Shokudo Japanese Cafe at Cineleisure! Mhm food was average, not so much my type. Atmosphere and service weren't bad though :) Then had 3 hours of fun at Scape's Playnation! Played Blur and Call of Duty 3 on Xbox 360, Raving Rabbids and Band Hero on Wii :D So glad that I have the Playnation card ^^ All thanks to my lovely clique, hehe ♥

21 January 2012.

Pre-birthday celebration for my dearest boy! Plan for lunch failed because the restaurant I wanted to bring him to close down already :( So we had lunch at The Handburger at Raffles City instead. I like their burger and fries ^^ Their mushroom soup tastes nice only if you add salt and pepper to it. Their burger had to be cut using a fork and knife instead of just biting the whole thing. Naturally I ate in a very unglam way, LOL. The food weren't priced in a pocket-friendly way, but dining there once a while wouldn't hurt much :)

Then we headed to Mint Museum of Toys! My virgin trip there. The place was totally empty excluding us and the workers. Not so much of what I expected :/ So we left early and went Marina Bay instead. Saw two mameshiba plush at the Prize Stage there omgggggg. They. Were. So. Cute. TvT Spent over $10 trying to catch them and another Pikachu hahahaha. We failed but it was still fun :D

Sushi buffet for dinner at Senki Restaurant! Another recommendation by ladyironchef :) The plus point of that restaurant would be the free flow of sashimi, maguro, etc. Their menu isn't like Sakae or those more common Japanese restaurants. Their variety of sushi itself is lesser compared to the others I've been to. But they have a wider range of other food :) Love their bacon-wrapped sausages! ^^

Tried sake for the first time too. I swear it was absolutely horrible -_- I spit out the sake the moment it touched my tongue. I didn't even had time to react properly you know! My immediate reaction was to spit it out even though I had no where to spit to. The sake got spit on the floor and my boy's shoe, HAHA :X Though he laughed so much that it didn't even mattered to him :<

And finally, I sent him home for a perfect ending to the day :)

22 January 2012.

CNY eve! Slept in till afternoon before I had to get up to help my mama with all the baibai stuff. I think I burned incense paper until I got a few degrees tanner, LOL. Helped out with many things and I'm so proud of myself :D

During the evening, I got a surprise call from my boy saying that his family invited me over to dinner. Instant reaction: O-O Asked my parents and they said I could go over after I finish dinner at home :D Hahahaha so elated and excited at that point of time ^^ So I finished my dinner and even washed up my dishes before leaving the house :D

His parents were so nice :) Didn't talk much to his papa cause he left for work halfway through the dinner. But his mama was really friendly and chatted me with for some time :D His younger sisters talked to me too hehehehe happy ^~^

Spent the last 2 hours of the Rabbit year watching Winnie The Pooh The Movie with silly on his laptop! :D And it was Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Birthday to my boy :)

23 January 2012.

First day of CNY! Went over to aunt's house first before going over to popo's house. Played Blur again on Jolvin's PS3 with Delsher, very strong competition! Had the usual In Between with cousins and I lost money :( Still glad that I didn't lose a lot, haha :D

Got a small note from Geetha inside a red packet as she returns me my Popular card :D Along with 2 kinder surprise wrapped in orange paper (which she coloured herself with crayons) because I said that I wanted them hehehehe ^^ The coloured paper and note made me more happy than the kinder surprise :)))))))

24 January 2012.

Today, I woke up early to head to popo's house and have been using my laptop ever since! Accomplishment of the day: I finished my MMB practical worksheet, HEHE :D And I've been postponing my lunch because of MMB and this post. Starving badly nowwww :( Going to go out to have a dinner now!

This post will still be updated once I've gotten the photos from my boy :) But for now I think I have quite a bit of photos already, haha :D

Anyway I realised, if counting from 31st December 2011, I've had 5 buffets until now already!! You know, I feel kind of proud about it, HAHA. Fattening as it may be, I had a great time eating ^^

Dinner time!

Happy Chinese New Year! (Part 1)

2012-01-22T17:35:00.011+08:00

"There is not such thing as being too romantic."

-via melodicauror

Hello yello! Happy Chinese New Year! :D

It's CNY eve today. I'm still not having the CNY mood. Ever since poly started, CNY doesn't really feel like CNY anymore :/ Having exams/projects during the CNY period is such a depressing thing. Oh well I should be thankful for the holidays still! :) Back to the usual updates heheh.

3 January 2012.

My idiot boy and me got this couple hoodie together, HAHA :D A bright orange one, extremely warm and comfy for lectures ^^ Anddddd I finally got the metal bookmark I was looking for at Northpoint's Gift A Name! A customized one too, HAHA.

6 January 2012.

Ngee Ann Polytechnic's open house! Had 4 hours of duty at aqua lab handling starfish, sea cucumber, crayfish and hermit crab. Quite a chore pulling people in and explaining to them about the creatures and our course. Not an easy job being a promoter :/

7 January 2012.

My idiot boy brought me to Peach Garden at Hotel Miramar to have dim sum buffet cause I've been wanting to try one for quite some time, HAHA ^^ The food and service there is definitely a thumbs up! I highly recommend the ha kau and prawn chee cheong fan there. Omgggg I miss the ha kau so much :(

Then we met Choo and Marcus to get Caslin's present. Finally it was xiao long bao + steamboat buffet at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao at Holland Village! The meat there was yumzxz ^^v The rest spammed xiao long bao while I was there spamming beef and pork. Couldn't stop eating the meat until I could hardly eat anymore hahahahaha. Both buffets are definitely worth the money there ;)

8 January 2012.

CNY shopping for papa and brother's clothes! Had breakfast at Yishun 81 food court first then walked all over Northpoint and Ang Mo Kio to look for my brother's shoes and blouse. Then accompanied that fatass to Far East Plaza. Combed the entire place before we finally found the blouse he wants -_- We even walked Scape and Cineleisure to look for his shoe but it was still a futile search. AND I HATE HOW MY BROTHER IS SUCH AN UNGRATEFUL BRAT :@

OKAY REUNION DINNER NOW! Shall continue this post another time :D

Start of 2012.

2012-01-02T02:51:00.003+08:00

"The thing is, life is random. Sometimes it's tragic, and totally messed up. But there's one thing that makes all the drama and tears worthwhile. If you're lucky enough to find someone you love, who loves you back, it's a gift."

-via melodicauror

Happy New Year! :)

2012 is finally here. Amazing how fast 2011 went by. I remember how at the start of 2011, I was still saying that it's the worst year for me by far. Well, the start of 2011 really was the worst one I had. But then things picked up and everything went much better :) So I guess the bad start was the price I had to pay for a remaining good year. Even though I'm saying that, I really don't wish to have anything as bad as what happened last year to happen this year :/ I just hope for everything to run smoothly and normally :)

Let's see.. I spent the first day of 2011 at home. Most of the first day. The first 2 hours or so I just finished countdown for the new year with my dear boy :) Then I had a satisfying 13 hours of sleep from 0400 to 1700. So more than half the day was gone just like that!

31 December 2011.

My idiot boy came over to my house and we made a photobook together! :D Looking through all the photos we have makes me so happy hahahaha ^^ Kind of like a walk down memory lane :) Then we headed over to Vivo for dinner and countdown! Had steamboat buffet at Vivo's BeiShanChuan. Awesome food and drinks they have there! Stuffed myself so much with all the beef, pork and chicken, HAHA. I can never resist pork when having steamboat ;)

We sat somewhere outside/in (I have no idea which) Vivo and waited for the fireworks display to start :) I got thirsty during the wait and this silly boy searched Vivo to get a drink for me, hehehe ^~^ In the end he only managed to find a drink from Starbucks and we had double chocolaty chip frappucino while waiting for 2012 to arrive :D Took many photos with Likey but they're all with him! Though we did take a few photos using my phone :)

I think I look really unglam in the photos but I also look really happy ^^ That's all that matters I guess! Having a happy start to a new year with the one I love and remaining happy throughout the year :)

I had new year resolutions last year but I think I didn't really get to fulfilling them, HAHA. Maybe I should come up with another list this year, but definitely not now.

Alright, goodnight! Have a merry year ahead :D

You, me, we, us.

2011-12-30T20:18:00.005+08:00

"'Sometimes', said Pooh, 'the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.'"

-via melodicauror

Hey hi hello! My fingers still smell of durians even after I've bathed :D

So let's put our hands in the air and say 'YAAAAAAAY' because the holidays are finally here :D Technically this 2 weeks holiday is my last holiday in poly. After the end-of-semester exams it'll be either intern/FYP immediately. Okay I have the weekends after my exams end but 2 days isn't really enough for me to enjoy -_-

No time for me to waste thinking about the bad things! Let me do a recollection of the past *counts* 15 days! :)

16 December 2011.

Last day of common test! :) Had a morning paper and night cycling at night. Thank God for the morning paper. I could die if I didn't get that few hours of sleep during noon. Route this time was shorter than recce's too, lucky lucky :) Survived the night and I didn't lag behind when we went up slopes ^^ Zonked out immediately when I reach home the next morning heheh.

18 December 2011.

Caught New Year's Eve with my dear boy over at Scape :D I must say it's one of the best movies I've watched this year! Got me crying like a broken tap and laughing like mad :') Dined at RamenPlay for the first time toooooo. I think the ramen there was so-so but there was this yuzu-something drink that tasted awesome :D It's slightly sour and has pomelo + jellies in it. Yumyumzxz ^^v

19 December 2011.

Kendy's birthday celebration! Initial plan was spending the day out at Sentosa but then it just had to rain -_- Not those heavy downpour but slight rain which keeps going on and off =_= So our Sentosa plan had to be cancelled.

So we had lunch at Soup Spoon with Geetha and Kendy then headed off to Playnation at Scape for 3 hours of fun! Play Raving Rabbids again and tried this dance game on Kinect for the first time too hehehe. A full long day out with TMM drained all my energy away but it was worth the fun! ^^ ♥

20 December 2011.

I GOT THIS CLOSE TO A FLUFFY BIRD, THIS CLOSE!!! NO ZOOM USED AT ALL!!! Spotted this birdie under a stone chair at one bus stop inside NUS. I even got to stroked it for a few seconds ^^ But I think it's leg got injured so it didn't run from me when I approached it :/ Made me really happy that I got to touch it though :) Felt like a once in a lifetime experience!

21 - 23 December 2011.

Trial camp and it's preparation! Not gonna describe everything out but all in all everything's a success :) All thanks to everyone who put their utmost effort into planning and running this camp!

Many thanks to my partners for both games namely Isaac, Kelly and Glen :D Many thanks to Magdalene who specially brought food over to my game just so that I'd have something to eat :') Many thanks to the other people who worried about me not eating enough and tried to get other food for me! :) Many thanks to my silly boy who tried to accompany me whenever possible and sent me home despite him being worn out from both the camp and work :') ♥ ♥ This camp really showed me how blessed a girl I am :)

24 December 2011.

The wallet I ordered via Etsy reached Singapore from California :D First time buying something via the net from overseas, another new experience from me heheh! I got it from a shop named Chocolatmartini, her handmade items are pretty!

At night it was Christmas countdown + gift exchange with Clique at Caslin's house! Passed the time by playing Taboo with Clique midnight. Had fun guessing and explaining and competing with one another, HAHAHA. I love Taboo with my dear friends :D Gift exchange and I got a H&M striped pullover from choooooo ^^ Love the colourful striped top but I love the card she made even more :D Handmade gifts always makes me happy ^^ And I must say this girl really knows my taste ;) Kinda sad that I couldn't stay over because parents didn't allow :/ But I still had fun!

26 December 2011.

Breakfast with my idiot over at Yishun! Had dimsum + porridge, deeeeelicious! ^^ Then I had to finish the damn MMB project with Clara and Benjamin which took us 5 damn hours to complete -_- Screw all redundant projects. I hate them >:( My idiot had to wait for me for 1-2 hours because of that :( Felt so guilty making him wait for so long :(

Had lunch + dinner over at Aston's with my idiot and caught Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol at Plaza Sing! Had much higher expectations for the movie but well nevertheless it wasn't bad! Glad that I caught the movie :) But New Year's Eve was nicer, HAHAHA.

28 December 2011.

Grandma's first year death anniversary. According to the lunar calendar that is. According to the normal calendar it's supposed to be 7 January. Amazing how time flies. Still remember the day where I got called to the hospital. It was supposed to be a good day you know :/

Anyway, finally met up with most of my cousins since like 11 months ago. They didn't talk about how much darker I've become, HAHA. Instead they keep teasing me about going pator and all, LOLOL. Well despite all that I still think I have an age gap with them. Or maybe I'm still too immature!

Hahaha but they do dote on the younger ones :) Ah leng jiejie got Christmas presents for my brother, Delsher and me :D I got this set of bling bling headphones with rather good quality! Bling bling doesn't really suit me but I can just use them at home to watch anime, hehehe :D

29 December 2011.

Headed out to Hougang Mall with brother and mama to look for brother's CNY clothes :) He got a top and bottom! Ended up mama got two new tops and I got myself a bottom too, HAHA. And we got durians!!! I'm not that much of a durian fan but it makes my mama happy when I actually enjoy eating them :) One or two seeds of durians won't hurt anyway, HAHA :P

Silly came over to surprise me over at my house after work :D We bought waffles and he drove me over to look at the flames coming out from an incineration plant, HAHA. I've always seen the light coming out from there but I've never really tried finding out the source. Maybe you'd think otherwise but I think it's pretty romantic just sitting in the car, eating waffles, having him bring me to look at something I've never seen before ^^ Romantic in a kind of cute way? :D I love this silly boy! ♥

Anyway it's finally New Year's eve! For real not the movie LOL. I came up with some new year resolutions last year. Maybe I should try coming up with some this year too hahahaha. Okay whatever for now I'm just going to watch my Naruto: Shippuuden! :)

Goodbye and have a great new year ahead! :)

Stress week.

2011-12-14T15:18:00.004+08:00

"You don't give up just because things are hard."

-via pa-stels

Hello hello! :)

It's the common test week, which is why my title says 'stress week'. I don't really know if common tests are stressing me up or not. For one thing, I can get all freaked out for a moment about how I still have not touched on anything on the day before the paper. On the other hand, I get over that pretty quickly cause I'd think to myself, no use stressing. Honestly I've never worried so much about my studies until poly came. Not exactly a good thing but I wouldn't consider it bad either.

Alright just a short post before my laptop dies in 19 minutes!

9 December, my dear boy surprised me over at my house and we had 2 mini tubs of Ben & Jerry's ^^ Cherry Garcia yumz yumz!
10 December, silly boy woke up from his sleep just to give me a wake up call so that I can wake up earlier to study, hehehe :D
11 December, I had a haircut and now my hair's thickness is half of what it used to be :( Grow hair grow please!

Andddddd the rest of the dates are just common tests which I'd rather not be reminded of. CCTA and AQUA paper coming up on Thursday and Friday. Haven't started anything on AQUA yet oh Godddddd. At chapter 3 of CCTA now out of 11 chapters must finish until chapter 7 at least before dinner comes!

Ending off this post with my current favourite picture aka my phone's wallpaper! ^^

2 more days to temporary freedom! :)

I'd fill the vacancy.

2011-12-08T16:21:00.006+08:00

"I'm not the best choice nor am I probably the right choice but, I hope you'll choose me."

-via lovequotesrus

Wazzzzup.

Common tests are just round the corner. Instead of studying like I should, I'm happily using my laptop blogging/tumblring and stuff. I need some pleasure before business I guess. Waiting for grandma to finish bathing so thought I might as well blog in the meanwhile!

Well honestly speaking I can't exactly remember the details of what happened in the past few days. Will try recollecting as much as I can though I can't guarantee much!

20 November 2011.

Work at Downtown East :) This is the first time I worked without my idiot boy's company. Been spending quite a sum recently so I decided to make up for it :/ Contrary to what I expected, work went really well! I worked at the registration counters instead of the usual game stalls. So for like 7-8 hours I was basically just sitting there scanning ICs, tearing tickets etc.

That's not the best part anyway. The best part was being able to sit there and listen to the old-timers' conversations, that's what I love the most about doing registration :) Listening to their conversations keeps me awake and I don't really know how to phrase it but it's kind of funny in a good way :D From this I've actually found a criteria for my ideal job! I want to have friends around me whom I can joke and play with during work :D And not having to do the same thing for 8 hours straight!

21 November 2011.

Caught Happy Feet 2 with my dear boy at Nex! Erik is sooooooo cute I swear ^^ There's this other fat little penguin that raps but not as cute as Erik, HAHA. I'd choose Happy Feet 2 over Happy Feet! :) But I'd choose my dear boy over anything else, HAHA ♥

23 November 2011.

I saw how pretty sea monkeys looked under the microscope ^^

25 November 2011.

I TASTED SAMBAL FISHBALLS AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 6 YEARS. BLISS ♥

26 November 2011.

Went to SITEX 2011 with my dear boy for a camera! :) He was looking at Olympus Pen E-PL1 which was what we bought after walking around for 2 hours, hahah. Going to the fair inspired me to save up for my own camera! Then again, goodness knows how long I'll take to get a proper pretty camera. Haven't really played with Likey (the name of our camera) much but I pretty much like it already :D This was taken using Likey!

27 November 2011.

I started playing Bakery Story for the first time and now I'm still hooked onto it, HAHA. Well, it doesn't take much time to play and you get new things constantly! Addictive in kind of a good way :)

Relatives from China came over to visit my family (more of my grandma actually). Had to wake up like an hour earlier to prepare for their arrival and sit in the living room while the adults chatted. Which was basically the reason why I downloaded Bakery Story, to cure me from my boredom. Not that it's a bad thing ;)

Mama wanted to get gifts for them so we headed over to Compass Point! I saw this Blues Clues necklace and earring set and just nice, my mama asked if I wanted anything from the shop :D :D :D Hehehehe really really love the Blues Clues necklace ^^ In case you're wondering what happened to the pair of earrings, my mama's having it :D

Went for dinner at Serangoon Country Club at night! I ATE 2.5 BOWLS OF RICE THERE, HAHAHAHA. Mad proud of my accomplishment! The bowl wasn't really big but it wasn't small either okay! Da biao ge drove my family home and I got little Justin (my nephew) to sit on my lap ^^ He's such a cutie pie hehehehe! But he wouldn't let me take any proper photo of him :( First time I got to talk to little Justin for so long, I'm happy enough! ^^

29 November 2011.

Caught Puss in Boots with Clement, Elvina and my dear boy at Northpoint! :D I remember it being the MAMA day lol. Thousands, even millions of people spent their noon and night watching MAMA, I spent mine watching Puss in Boots ^^ It was hell of a nice show, HAHA :D Must be one of the best cartoon movies in 2011!

30 November 2011.

LSCT'S STAFF AND STUDENTS' DAY! The day where the GLs' 2-3 months worth of effort finally paid off :) Proud of the GLs for their wonderful performance! :D But, I'm even prouder of the S&S organisers for all the hard work they put into planning this whole event ^^ Overall the whole event was a huge success! :D

3 December 2011.

Finally the Christmas month is here! Not that I have anything much to look forward to since I don't really celebrate Christmas either lol. Okay that's not the main point. Headed to Singapore Zoological Gardens with clique and my idiot boy to celebrate Choo's birthday :D Haven't been to the zoo since like foreverrrrrr. Though it rained nearing the end of our visit we still had a lot of fun down there looking at how cute/funny/weird the animals were, running to seek shelter from the rain, and having dinner together :D A DAY WELL SPENT WITH MANY OF MY LOVED ONES! ♥

Happy to see that my dear boy had fun with clique too hehehehe ^^ Thank you silly idiot, for accompanying me throughout the whole day! I'm glad you had fun because seeing you happy makes me happy too :D :D Below is a picture which my idiot boy is very proud of cause he took it himself! :D And I'm proud of him for taking it, HAHA :D

4 December 2011.

Worked at Downtown East again! And I got to handle the registrations again! :D Though this time I had to work at the game stalls for the last 2-3 hours. But well, you always have to take the good with the bad! :)

Okayyyyyy so my grandma was out since a long time ago but I just had to finish this post, HAHA. Shall go bathe now have dinner then start on immunology!

Have a nice day :D

We found love in a hopeless place.

2011-11-18T23:18:00.006+08:00

"Maybe the reason we don't forget the bad things that happen to us is because we see the scars everyday. We don't forget the things and people who hurt us so we can learn to avoid the evitable. Maybe the reason why we choose to forget the good things which happen to us and the things that makes us happy is so we can learn to find happiness again at the darkest of times. Only this way, can we learn to move on and let go of the things that hurt us the most."

-via qwerztumblrs

HIIIIIIIIIII :)

Well kind of easy to guess that school's been rather hectic recently. Actually it's been hectic all along ever since it started. 75% of the time I'm spending it outside, 25% of the time I spend sleeping away, the remaining 10% I used it for homework, Tumblr, and other miscellaneous.

Have I mentioned that I stopped watching anime about a month ago? That's rather depressing you know :/ Ever since Usagi Drop and Ao no Exorcist ended, I don't even get the feel to continue Naruto: Shippuuden anymore :/ Because all that's on the show are fillers, fillers, and more fillers. So much fillers until the thought of it just makes me go ~.~ I can't find anymore new anime to watch either :/ All the new anime I tried couldn't get my attention enough. So now the only anime I'm following is Naruto: Shippuuden. Sad max :(

Okay back to the usual updatesssssss.

7 November 2011.

Finally a proper holiday ever since God-knows-when! On the night of 6 November 2011, I went for night cycling from East Coast → Changi → Pasir Ris → Punggol → Sengkang → Hougang → Eunos → East Coast Park. Ended officially at around 6am on 7 November 2011, which was a holiday in lieu of Hari Raya Haji. I reached home at 10am+ and I slept till around 6pm from then. Man, it was a terribly tough night. I didn't think that I'd actually survive the whole journey.

I woke up and spent the next few hours with my dear boy out at Nex :) I found the Pop'n Music game which I loved to play at Rivervale Mall's arcade :D Sadly the arcade's been torn down for some tuition centre :/ Though it's the newer version of Pop'n Music but it's fun all the same :D Even better when my idiot boy plays with me cause he can barely catch up with the speed of the song, HAHAHA ^^

13 November 2011.

Seventh month celebration out with my dear boy! :D We took the cable car from Harbourfront Centre → Mount Faber → Sentosa → Harbourfront Centre! The rides were short but I think the money and time were well-spent :) We had our virgin trip to Underwater World at Sentosa too hehehehe :D I got to touch stingrays and a few other fishes but I didn't really like how they felt. The jellyfishes were so prettyyyyyy :D

I shall keep the polaroid photos to my close friends', my silly boy's, and my eyes only ^^ Then we headed to Farrer Park for tze char dinner! Ate only a bowl of rice but was so full from all the other dishes :S I love tze char because there's so many variety of food I don't have to worry about getting sick of it and it's able to fill up my tummy to the brim! ^^

Had an extremely wonderful day out with this silly boy of mine :) Wouldn't trade the time spent with him for anything else in the world ♥ I think we both look really cute in this picture! HAHA :D I love this idiot boy ♥!

15 November 2011.

My silly boy brought me to eat abalone noodles from one of his favourite stalls! :) Okay well maybe it sounds nothing much to you guys but I think even small things like this should be recorded down because the smallest things bring out the biggest joy :) Small things are just as precious! Just spending time with this silly boy here is one of the biggest joys in my life ♥

Working on Sunday so I better take this whole Saturday to rest! And finish up my homework :/ Stress be gone!

BYEEEEEE :)

22 Days.

2011-11-06T14:27:00.004+08:00

"Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing from it. Because cynics don’t learn anything. Because cynicism is a self-imposed blindness, a rejection of the world because we are afraid it will hurt us or disappoint us. Cynics always say no. But saying “yes” begins things. Saying “yes” is how things grow. Saying “yes” leads to knowledge. “Yes” is for young people. So for as long as you have the strength to, say yes."

-Stephen Colbert (via quote-book)

22 days since I last blogged. There's barely any time for me to use the laptop and when there's the time I'd rather sleep and when I actually use my laptop I spend all the time away on things other than blogging. I don't even have the determination to watch anime anymore, and that's really sad :(

Anyway, if I continue procrastinating I'm going to have an ultra long post on all the events that happened in the past 22 days so I'd better note them down here as soon as possible!

15 October 2011.

Birthday celebration for my cousin's daughter (my niece?), Nichel, at Carlton Hotel :D A really unique name for the baby girl I know ^^ Had a buffet lunch and the variety of the food there was huuuuuuge. But not really a lot to my liking, HAHA. Ended up spamming all the desserts and almost made myself sick with all that sugar :S

23 October 2011.

Clique's birthday celebration for me at Scape's Playnation! :D Walked around Scape's flea with chooooo before heading to Playnation for 4 hours of Wii :D Au'some fun down there, HAHA. Laughed till my tummy ached playing Band Hero and Raving Rabbids :D Love the Vans which the guys got for me and the havaianas which choooo and Caslin got for me ^^ Love this bunch of people ♥

26 October 2011.

Public holiday because it was Deepavali! :D Which means I finally got a day out with my dear boy hehehehe ♥ The Istana was open on that day so we went in and had a small tour :D It was really humongous inside. No pun intended but I think The Istana uses up too much of Singapore's land.

After that we caught The Thing at Plaza Singapura! And this thing made me almost jump :< Not to mention the girl beside me also! She jumped at some scenes and seeing her jump out of the corner of my eye made my almost jump ._. My mean idiot boy keeps laughing at me after that :< Had dinner at Aoba Ramen before my silly boy sent me home :) It was a pretty short day out but I'm really happy we got to spend time together :) ♥ ♥

29 October 2011.

Birthday celebration for Geetha's 18th! :D Kendy, Yan Yin and me took her to Scape's Museum of Horrors. But to make it a surprise we said we wanted to make her go for an dance open class, HAHA. Scared her till her tears were almost out! When we finally brought her to the Museum of Horrors she looked so happy :D Seeing how much a success this celebration was I can't help but smile ^^ Kendy and Yan Yin really gave up the most this time round! But overall I think we still had lots of fun together :D :D I love these 3 girls too :) ♥

31 October 2011.

Wanted to bring my dear boy over to Scape' Museum of Horrors because he wanted to go too. Then we decided not to go and just go over to Ion Orchard for dinner and to find myself a new bag :D This silly boy had to walk all over Ion Orchard with me because I was too picky :X Finally we found one at 77th Street!

When we headed home, I waited for him to board 965 before walking home. And this silly boy saw me walking home alone so he alighted the bus at the next stop so that he can walk me home hehehehe :D :D ^^ I got so happy and touched that I cried :') He's such a silly dumbo and I absolutely love him for that ^^ ♥ ♥ ♥

5 November 2011.

Working for nEBO quest at Telok Blangah Hill park! Extremely slack at work and not to mention fun too :D The 7-8 hours at work were greattttttttttt, I can't wait to go back there again :D

Okay no time to continue this post now cause I need to have my dinner bathe and get ready for night cycling! I hope I survive!

First step into adulthood.

2011-10-15T22:03:00.009+08:00

"Call me old fashioned, but I still think it’s cute when someone writes you a letter, serenades to you, and surprises you with flowers."

-via evelynismybaby

Hi, I'm finally a 18 year old semi-adult-kid.

Well yes my title says 'First step into adulthood' but I don't really know whether being an adult means passing the 18 years mark or passing the 21 years mark. Actually it shouldn't be any of the above, it's more of the mentality I guess. I think I'm still at the semi-adult-kid stage!

18 years I've lived, but I only have recollections of the past 11 years or so. Every year as I grow, I learn more and more things about life. Things get increasingly complicated and tougher as the years go by. Studies get harder, relationships isn't just about 'I don't friend you if you don't friend me", money becomes a problem, your parents' worries slowly become yours as well.

In lower primary, it was just studies and crushes. In upper primary, friends started to become a part of life. In primary 5/6, I started to learn about backstabbing. Kind of scary now that I think about it. Things got as ridiculous as some of my classmates from this more "popular gang" calling another classmate "a witch who knows black magic".

For a period of time I was with that "popular" gang because I had to do project with them. I didn't do anything to help that classmate because I didn't want to get ostracized by them. And I was satisfied with how things were for me. I had a small clique and always hanged out with them. The girl who was called a "witch" didn't had any friends. She was a nice girl, I didn't get why they called her witch in the first place. Neither did I do anything to help. Stupid of me, I know. No point having regrets now. One thing I'm glad, the girl isn't facing anything like what she experienced during primary school! :)

In secondary school, friends became a really big part of my life. I had a hell lot of fun with 1/2 Humility :) I think studies didn't really matter much to me during lower secondary. Because of that, I dropped from the supposedly "best" class to the supposedly second "lousiest" class during secondary 2 streaming. Supposedly, I say.

I didn't regret anything at all though! I didn't regret not studying hard enough. I didn't regret getting into a new class alone without any close friends. The people in the two classes were definitely different in terms of character wise. I gained exposure to so many things and most importantly, confidence.

Being in 3/4 Sincerity, it's hard to keep quiet and think that nobody's going to disturb you if you stayed that way. Disturb in a good way in this case :) I started speaking up more and louder because all the people around me were so noisy ahahahahaha. Noisy but no doubt, fun :) I'm so glad I didn't score well for my secondary 2 finals :D

Then came tertiary life. It was really scary at the beginning. Getting into a campus without any friend at all, stepping into a class full of strangers, not knowing where to go for lessons. Man, was the beginning tough! There were two things that made me proud of myself though; going for LSCT's Freshmen Orientation Camp alone and joining LSCT Society :)

These two decisions that I made really changed my entire life in poly. I opened up a lot more because of society. It wasn't a choice for me to open up, I had to. And because I was able to open up, it became easier for me to talk to others. I made friends from all over LSCT instead of just within my class. I went through a camp as a game master, a leader, instead of being a camper. I made the freshies' happy because they enjoyed my game during FOC. I made people happy :)

18 years of my life, I don't think I've wasted any year away. True that I regret not studying hard enough at some point of time. But now that I looked back, I gained something else in exchange for the poor results. For the semester that just went by, I got terrible results considering how well my cohort did. But I didn't regret anything, not one bit! :) I'm satisfied enough that I passed considering how much effort I put in. I had my fair share of fun in exchange for the results.

Most importantly, I gained someone who's now so dear to me that I don't know what I'd do without him :) This boy made a extremely huge difference in my life. He makes me smile every single day. At times he makes me cry too. But the happiness he brings to me is far more than the unhappiness he brings. The change he made to my life is so big that it's irreversible. And I'm more than glad that he appeared in my life :)

I've change a lot, haven't I? :) Both in terms of looks and the way I think. If you read my previous blog posts from like 2 years ago, you'll see how mature I've become ^^ HAHA. I feel really blessed with all the people around me. I'm not born with a figure or face that makes people turn when I walk by them. I'm not born into a rich family that doesn't have to worry about money. I'm not born with an IQ of over 200. I don't have so many friends that I can easily see someone I know wherever I go.

But, I'm blessed with a happy and healthy family. I'm blessed because I wasn't born into a third-world country. I'm blessed with wonderful friends who can really be there for me when I need them, even though it isn't a lot. I'm blessed with two legs that I can walk with, two hands that I can pick up things with, two ears I can hear with, a nose I can smell and breathe with, a mouth I can eat and talk with, along with a brain and heart that functions normally. I'm blessed with having my dear boy always by my side. I'm blessed with so many things, so much more than what many others have. I'm blessed with time.

Times when you just have to sit back and think about all the things you're blessed with and thank God for it. I don't follow any particular religion, but I have this God that I believe in. This God that is always fair, that gives you the things you deserve, that is always there to look at what you've done. Doesn't matter who this God is. God is God, there's no other name for it :)

I'm a really blessed girl! ^^

Happy 18 :)

2011-10-15T00:04:00.011+08:00

"People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside him. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep."

-via insert-coolurlhere

I had the time of my life for the past 2 days :)

12 October 2011.

Met Geetha, Yan Yin and Kendy in the afternoon at around 3pm :D This has to be the most tiring birthday celebration I swear! These 3 girls made me do 18 different tasks all on that day itself before they let me home. And before I can start on each task, I have to take a picture that consists of the task number! That explains the pictures from 1 to 18 below.

Task 17 was to get a present for me, for which they got the Mickey & Friends polaroid film and the Stick candy ^^ Task 18 was to try something I've never done before, and Geetha came up with the idea to let my try the Reverse Bungee Jump! Thank God I wasn't the only one going on the ride. Geetha and Yan Yin accompanied me on the ride and the whole ride was really hilarious hahahaha. I screamed my lungs out at the start but I couldn't stop laughing when all the turning stop :D Definitely a must-do in Singapore!

These 3 girls have to be the craziest people ever to come up with such a crazy idea. But that's exactly why they're such au'some people ^^ And also why I love them so much :) ♥ I don't know if you guys will be reading this, but thank you TMM, for planning such a wonderful pre-celebration for my 18th birthday :D 4 years since we formed and 8 years since we've known each other! I'm so glad we're still TMM ♥ :)

13 October 2011.

Sixth month anniversary and 18th birthday celebration with my idiot boy ^^ He cooked beehoon for me as lunch and I had five macaroons as my birthday cake, HAHAHA :D I find that really cute though ^^ We headed for Sentosa and were supposed to try out waveboarding at Wavehouse. But I had my menses right before the day so we ended up trying skydiving at iFly! We got on the luge and skyride for 3 times too :D All the fees were rather unfriendly to my boy's pockets though :/ But I'll do something better on his birthday to make it up to him! :)

Had dinner Marina Square's Sukiya before heading home at 10pm plus. This silly boy had a surprise for me with candles and flowers hehehehe ^^ Took so many pretty polaroids with this silly boy :) I feel really blessed just having him around by my side ♥ He can make me smile so much easier than anyone else :')

This post shall entirely be on what I did for the past few days! I'm going to come up with another post just on my thoughts and feelings :)

I love my silly boy ♥ I love TMM ♥ I love clique ♥ I love my poly mates ♥

It started with a handshake.

2011-10-12T14:22:00.004+08:00

"It happens when a father realizes he doesn’t just love his daughter, but also her wife. It happens when a soldier tells his unit that he’s gay, and they tell him they knew it all along and they didn’t care, because he was the toughest guy in the unit. It happens when a video sparks a movement to let every single young person know they’re not alone, and things will get better. It happens when people look past their ultimately minor differences to see themselves in the hopes and struggles of their fellow human beings. That’s where change is happening."

-President Barack Obama (via comprehendinglife)

Hi :)

Did I ever mention how my idiot boy and me started? No I'm not going to go into the full story here, haha. Thought I bet most of my readers would've known about it already. In a nutshell, it started with a handshake, literally :)

So, my idiot boy's finally back from his diving trip! :) He came back on 7 October 2011. Had dinner with clique at Chomp Chomp before I went to find him. Was supposed to go for Hong Yong's birthday BBQ but I ended up cabbing to Yishun to find my dear boy, heheh :X Really glad to see him safely back in Singapore nevertheless ^^

8 October 2011.

Half a day work at Downtown East. Headed over to Tampines Mall after work with my dear boy and we caught Real Steel! Really a must-watch movie for this year :D The beginning might be slightly boring but I swear the back part was breathtaking! I got two pairs of shoes and a hairband for my dresses too hehehehe :D

Headed over to my dear boy's sister's boyfriend's birthday BBQ. The food was pretty nice! And I had a lot of dragon fruit, HAHA. His sister says that I'm more and more like my idiot boy ^^ And his sisters were all so nice :D

11 October 2011.

Surprised my idiot boy over at his house near noon :D So happy that the surprise succeeded, HAHA :D Headed over to Plaza Singapura to find my dear lover (Bernice) after that! Chatted with her about so many things. With everything from the start of poly year 1 until now. And we took many pretty pictures also :D But photos are all with her so I'll post one up when I get them! This girl made a big card for my birthday too ^^ So glad I could finally have a proper meet up with her after like almost 2 years! I love this 3 years and ongoing lover of mine! HAHA :D ♥

My menses are here, and I'm getting into the water tomorrow :< Oh Goddddddd. Please let everything turn out fine!

Bye :)

4.5 more hours!

2011-10-07T17:31:00.004+08:00

"Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget they are also growing old."

via evelynismybaby

Hiiiiiiiii!

4.5 more hours till my dear boy gets back from his diving trip! :D ♥ Another hour till I meet clique for dinner at Chomp Chomp! I hope 22:00 comes soon so that I can hear my dear boy's voice ^^ And I hope the rain stops sooooooon :/

I hope I can get Mickey & Friends and Rilakkuma films before next Thursday :D

Baiiiiiiii!

< 24 hours!

2011-10-06T22:38:00.003+08:00

"You've got a smile that could light up this whole town."

-You Belong With Me, Taylor Swift

I miss my idiot boyyyy :( He's been away for diving since yesterday and will only be back tomorrow! But it's less than 24 hours till he gets back from Malaysia! I hope he's eating well and having a good time there! :)

2 October 2011.

Had a half day work at Downtown East with my idiot boy! :) Partnered with Cain's sister, Min Min and she really entertained me with a lot of her stories hahahaha. She has very beautiful long hair! ^^

4 October 2011.

Accompanied my idiot boy over to Far East Plaza for his haircut :) I got two pretty dresses heheheheh :D Two dresses caught my eye but I didn't want to spend so much so I only bought one. Was about to leave the shop when my idiot boy told the cashier that he wants to buy the other dress ^^! This boy has got to be the silliest idiot ever :) But I still love him more than anything! :D ♥

Then he brought me over to Tao's for dinner :D It's a fruit salad above by the way! My idiot boy was having pork floss and prawn roll :) Had an extremely satisfying 7-course meal with au'some food and even au'some services :D The waiters there made the meal really enjoyable ^^ But the cost was rather ~.~ I shall save up more money and bring my idiot boy to somewhere better next time for a treat! :D

Around 22 more hours till my idiot boy gets back! Can't wait can't wait ^^

相爱没有那么容易.

2011-09-30T22:46:00.005+08:00

"Money can buy the dog, but the wag of the tail has to be earned."

-via thingsweforget

Hi there! :)

Sooooo, I changed my layout again :D Layout was inspired by a Livejournal template and codes were referenced from the previous blogskin I was using. Credits were given as necessary! I'm hoping to submit this layout to blogskins.com once I've gotten approval from 16thday, heheh. Took me a bloody long time on this layout but I really like the end result ^^ Plain as it is, I love how organized everything looks heheh :)

26 - 29 September 2011.

Went over for chalet at Treehouse Villas at Changi! :D That place was literally heaven for a chalet, and the company there made it even better :D No doubt the best chalet I've ever been to ^^ A real pity that it was only a 4 days 3 nights stay though :/ I wouldn't mind staying there for a week!

Monday we bought some of the BBQ stuff. Tuesday was the actual BBQ and we had 16 people in total who stayed over! :O Had to get my ass out of the bed on Wednesday morning just for society training ~.~ And it was time to say goodbye on Thursday :(

My idiot boy and me got one room to ourselves for two of the days though, hehe :D Which meant that we had a king-sized bed all to ourselves! Extremely grateful to all the people who let my dear boy and me have the king-sized bed room :) Felt au'somely wonderful to hug my dear boy to sleep and waking up to see his silly face for 4 days ^^!

Today, Geetha and me attempted to complete her bus collection. We wanted to take buses 2, 6, 7 and 9. But in the end we only took 6 cause we were too lazy to take the other buses, HAHA. We alighted at Downtown East and just stayed there the whole time. I got hooked up to one UFO machine because I managed to get something from it, HAHA. Spent around $12 on these 3 treasures below! :D I guess it's considered reasonable since it costs around the same if you buy them in shops :)

Gave the Donald Duck to Geetha while I kept the Mickey for my idiot boy and the Minnie for myself :D Couldn't get the Little Green Men from Toy Story, spent quite a bit cause of that :/ So I'm planning to go back there again to get it, HAHA. Feels really accomplished to be able to catch something myself :)

Was walking home from the bus stop when I saw my idiot boy under my block waiting to surprise me, HEHEHEHEH ^^ :D Nothing can make me quite as happy as seeing him! ^^ As simple as this surprise may sound, it makes me happier than anything :D Small surprises are the absolute best ♥ Hai beeeee! If you're reading this, thank you for all the small surprises you've given me to make me so happy pappy! ^^ ♥ ♥

Shall go finish another segment of my project now! Can't wait until it's completed :D Excite excite, HAHA.

Goodbye! :)

Dear Maria, count me in.

2011-09-26T01:00:00.004+08:00

"A morning text does not only mean "Good Morning". It has a silent, loving message that says: "I think of you when I wake up".

-via evelynismybaby

Ni hao! :)

I got the title of this post from a song by All Time Low. Not that I actually listen to the song, heh. But I just find the title rather interesting :) The title was what caught my attention and made me listen to this song also! It's not my cup of tea though.

Anyway I'm currently blogging through my phone's Internet! Trying to stay awake for as long as possible :) Couldn't stay out in the living room cause papa was scolding me for not sleeping yet :/ So now I have to stay inside my room and pretend that I'm asleep hehhh. Am blogging instead of playing games because I'm loading an anime! Downloaded Flash player today so I can watch anime on my phone now too wheeeeeeee! ^^ But I can't close the window otherwise I'll have to load the anime from start again -_-

Found myself a new anime to watch too :D It's called Full Moon o Sagashite. It's an anime that finished airing long ago but I'm only watching it now, haha. Caught the first episode just now and it doesn't look bad so I think I'm gonna continue watching it ^^ Ao no Exorcist and Usagi Drop are having their last episodes this week, sad die me :'( I need to find more anime to watch! Gonna be only left with Naruto: Shippuuden now that the other two anime are ending :(

I.. kind of forgot what else I wanted to post about -_- Anyway I'm heading over for chalet at Changi with my idiot boy and a few of our friends :D Feel pretty excited about the fact that I can hug my idiot boy to sleep for 3 nights and kiss him good morning the first thing I wake up for 4 days hehehehe! ^^ I hope I can open up more during this chalet too and make new friends! :)

Okaiiiiiii my anime should be done loading soon! I hope this anime will be a good one :)

Zai jian! :)

In this bittersweet town of concrete.

2011-09-25T02:18:00.002+08:00

"Worry is a misuse of imagination."

-Dan Zadra (via quote-book)

Hi I'm liking my current blogskin rather much! ^^ Nothing hard on the codes this time round but I needed to get inspiration on how to edit the layout~~ HAHA. So I spent about 2-3 hours and also doing other stuff in the meanwhile.

I've stuck with "five centimetres per second" for quite some time now. Well I've posted about how this title came from but no harm doing it again. Actually I just realised I didn't post anything about it before LOL. Just went through my blog's archives and tried searching for a post related to "five centimetres per second" but nothing came out D: I can't believe I've been imagining it all this while -_-

Anyway, this title came from an anime movie Five Centimetres Per Second. Shall not go on to babble about how the movie goes. If you're interested, you can catch the trailer here :) The title was what caught my eye though, not the trailer. Cherry blossoms fall onto the ground at the speed of five centimetres per second, I learnt that from the movie. And I've stuck with it ever since because I think it sounds nice ^^ HAHA. Shallow me, but oh well -shrugs-

Okay it isn't exactly all about it sounding nice. No idea why but it just sounds meaningful to me too. Like my Tumblr's title "With every goodbye you learn", this title "Five Centimetres Per Second" too, gives me the nice vibes. Pardon my limited vocabulary, I can only use nice to describe how the vibes felt like. I hope I'm not using my words wrongly lol.

It's 2:44 AM now. I think I've overworked my eyes lately, staying up so late using my laptop and not getting the proper 5 minutes of rest after every 45 minutes of laptop usage. Not that I even practice it in the first place actually heheh. I hope my idiot boy is able to end his work soon so that he can get more rest! He's been working so hard these few days :( Sure hope I can see him later too :)

Shall go watch a few more episodes of Crayon Shin-chan before I head to bed. Bye!

30 Day Challenge #12.

2011-09-24T03:10:00.003+08:00

12. Ten things that always make you laugh.

Reading texts from my idiot boy :)
Looking at my idiot boy with his silly actions :)
Being retarded with my idiot boy :)
Watching anime.
Looking through Tumblr.
Reading through Twitter.
Doing crazy extraordinary stuffs with Geetha.
Being retarded with my brother.
Looking at toddlers fall flat on their face.
Looking at those cute chubby huge eyes babies that are being carried past me.

Clique outing at Sentosa.

2011-09-24T01:57:00.003+08:00

"Good ideas glow in the dark."

-via melodicauror

Feefifofum. That's what the giant in Jack and the Beanstalk says.

I forgot to mention the clique outing at Sentosa in my last post, oops :X And Choo, who somehow chanced upon my blog, demanded a wordy post all about the outing at Sentosa. So now, I'm going to type almost every single detail I can remember to make this post as wordy as possible!

16 September 2011.

A long time since clique last went out together! Well not everyone was present but I guess 8 out of 13 isn't all that bad :) Was supposed to meet them at Hougang Mall at around 2pm+ but this princess Clarissa Choo woke up late and was looking for her picnic mats so I ended up meeting them at Vivo at nearing 4pm. A rather impromptu trip with no snacks and drinks. Just a volleyball, a frisbee, a camera, and 3 mats that were barely enough to fit 3 people including all the bags, HAHA.

The first game we played was Dog & Bone using most of our slippers. Actually it's more of a "we attempted to play", LOL. During the first round, Caslin and Jia Hui had to snatch Marcus's slipper and in the midst of it the slipper's strap broke ._. Of course, we all rushed to keep our slippers safe after that. And that concludes our game of Dog & Bone, HAHA.

Then we played volleyball which kind of failed too cause some of us were too lazy to run for the ball, HAHA. And some of us had our hands turning red because we didn't know how to hit the volleyball properly. So we changed to Captain's Ball after that. Slightly hard to play too cause we only had 4 on each team. The games didn't last for very long cause many of us were out of stamina from the previous games already hahahaha.

Most of them were out playing frisbee and dunking each other. Caslin and me tried to stayed in the shade as much as possible, LOL. Caslin didn't want to get any tanner because she was going for work the next day. I didn't want to get any tanner because I was tanned enough after coming back from Bintan. The first thing the guys said when they saw me was why did I become so black -_- The both of us didn't bring any change of clothes too so we weren't dunked into the water, thank God!

As much as I tried staying inside the shade, I still got tanner at the end of the day -_- Well can't be helped that I get tanned easily. Not a bad thing to be tanned also kay! At least it shows that I'm sporty, HAHA. Took polaroid photos with Choo and Caslin using Caslin's polaroid toooo :D And many other photos with Marcus's digital camera! :)

After Sentosa, we headed back to Vivo for dinnerrrrr. My God I swear I was literally starving to death waiting for dinner to come. Speaking of which I'm kind of hungry now too :/ But I shall endure until I wake up from my sleep later. We had Thai Express (my virgin trip there) and the food was rather nice! :) The funniest thing I guess was Mao Sheng trying to finish half a bowl of tom yum soup and he ended up feeling terrible after that, HAHA.

Headed for home immediately after dinner since I still had work the next day! All in all we had a rather fun day out even though it wasn't very long :D Quality over quantity yeah! :)

HELLO CHOO. This post is wordy enough already right!! I really typed out as much details as I can ._. If this length still not enough then you type a longer one let me see I tell you! So be satisfied with this! :P

I think my next post will be one describing myself, HAHA.

Mayday.

2011-09-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

"I wish I could be with you every night, watch you fall asleep and kiss you goodnight."

-via pa-stels

Hi there! :)

Almost another month since I last blogged. My silly boy tells me he checks my blog everyday to see if I update, made me so happy pappy hehehehe :D Ohai my idiot boy! :D This is going to be quite a long post (I hope) so don't read till you fall asleep okay :D

I did so many things in the past month I don't know where I should start from @.@ I'm reading my planner for reference now, HAHA.

9 - 11 September 2011.

For 3 days 2 nights I went to Bintan for Overseas Adventure Camp (OAC) with society! :D Tried so many things for the first time. 1) Being a welfare for a camp. 2) Did boom netting. 3) Used a built-on-the-spot toilet in survival island. 4) Not bathing for a day even though I was extremely sticky. 5) Learnt to sign What Are Words from Perseus (my au'some camp group :D) 6) Did kayaking with 3 people which failed terribly HAHA. 7) Climbed a coconut tree LOL.

Even though I didn't really wanted to be the welfare at first but it was a good experience nevertheless! It was really heartwarming to see everyone in the group helping one another. And Kim Leng being in the group only made things better, because it showed me how nice everyone in society is :) Everyone in Perseus did their part to help Kim Leng so that he could enjoy the camp just as much as the rest could. Ahhhhh I could really cry tears of joy looking at them :')

12 - 13 September 2011.

Had an early anniversary celebration out with my silly boy on the 12th. Went Snow City for the first time and caught two movies in the Omni Theatre too :D Hehe I love the slide down thing at Snow City and we made snow angels in the snow :D Stayed at Science Centre throughout until it was time for closure then we had international buffet at Sakura wheeeeeee! Someday we're both going to get really fat hahahaha :D But I'll still love this fat boy ♥ :)

On the 13th, my dear boy took me out to the Singapore Flyer :D Virgin trip there and we got a cabin all to ourselves! Lucky us, HAHA. Took many pretty photos tooooo :D But this silly idiot is scared of heights so whenever I move around in the cabin too much he'll scold me, HAHA. My silly boy is so cuteeeeee :D ♥

17 - 18 September 2011.

Work at Downtown East! Went for lan with Cain, Elvina, Wei Jie, Kai Feng and my idiot boy after work on the 17th. 2 - 3 hours of L4D2 really got my eyes spinning @.@ Hahaha but it was fun though :D I'm not good at it but still the most important thing is to have fun! :)

18th's event was a concert by a Pinoy star. Honestly speaking, I can't remember his name even though I literally faced his name for 4 - 5 hours, HAHA. The only impression I have of his name is that it reminds me of Pablo Picasso. Caught Johnny English Reborn with my silly idiot before work :) The humour is still there but it's kind of predictable :/ I still enjoyed the movie though! ^^

19 September 2011.

Virgin trip to Beer Market! :) And no I didn't even had a drop of alcohol there haha. Spammed chicken wings and fries so much I think I gained another kg >.> I have to admit, the atmosphere and food there is nice though :) And the food isn't overpriced at all too :D

Then.. I dropped my phone on the bus back home and only realised it after I alighted the bus ._. Thank God the bus driver who found it kept my phone at the passenger service counter! I must continue to do more good deeds so that I'll accumulate more good karma for times like this hehe :D May God bless the bus driver! :)

Okaiiiii this is a rather long post. Going to end it with one last note!

Hello silly idiot, I know I've thanked you many times but I still want to say this. Thank you for sending me home everytime you can :) Thank you always putting a smile on my face :) Thank you for doing all you can to meet up to my expectations :) Thank you for doing your best to stay not vulgar whenever you're with me :) Thank you for all the good morning and goodnight texts :) Thank you for all the hugs and kisses, be it virtual ones or not :) Thank you for everything, big and small :) ♥

Okay now I need to start on my big project! Goodbye :D

Drop everything now.

2011-08-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

"You meet one person, and your whole life changes forever.

-via klutz-allglitzedup

Good morning! Literally.

My previous post ended kind of abrupt. It's like I'm saying a story and all of a sudden it ends. Not what a good writer would do. Therefore, I shall continue my complaints on exams :D

So like I was saying, "Microbiology is by far the subject I've actually put the most effort into". I went to calculate how much I could've gotten for the final paper given the CA marks she showed me to scare me and the lowest was a 67.5! :) Given how I always barely pass any of the quizzes/tests she gave, I really must thank God for my grades. Well that's not the main point anyway.

Going back on track, I think I might flunk this semester's exam. I haven't been thinking much about it though since the exams are over and there's nothing else I can do about it. I don't even know whether I flunked it or not in the first place. With all the pretty excuses, I might just be escaping from the reality as well hahahaha. Then again, worrying solves nothing so no point worrying :D

I'm just hoping for a pass in everything in every semester. Doubt I'll be going to university given my current grades :/ And this whole study-study-study life is really not what I want. Every semester I complain and worry about how my grades are going to be because I don't put in much effort because I'm not doing something I like.

I know I'm not the only one who detests studying. But even people who detest studying can get good grades because they want a good future. I want a good future too but well maybe not so much to the extent that I'd study like shit for it. You study hard, you get a good job with a good pay. A good pay means more work and constant upgrading so you still have to study somemore and work hard. If you think about it, this whole thing is like some vicious cycle and it's never ending, almost. Maybe when you're old and you have grandchildren then you can sit back and enjoy life for real.

I'm not exactly saying we should not do anything and just sit back relax and enjoy life as it is because life is too short to be wasted. I don't know if it's just Singapore or everyone in the world is experiencing this but maybe the way we're living is too inflexible. Since young we study. Since the moment we have our memories we study. From nursery to kindergarten to primary school to secondary school to polytechnic/ITE/junior college to university. Just like that, I would say around 1/4 of our life goes to the books? All because we have this fixed education system and uneducated people wouldn't get a good life while educated people would.

I'd think of learning and studying as two different things. What's the point in studying books when you won't learn any practical skills from them. Will memorizing bacteria names make us understand them better? There's a reason why scientists are smart enough to build databases. And I thought we learnt better from doing things! Not just read memorize and spit everything out during exams only to forget them. What's. The. Point.

And the things the younger generations learn are getting tougher by the years. Competitive parents even make kids go for tuitions at what, the age of 3? What the hell are 3 year old kids supposed to learn from tuition. How to solve maths equations? Seriously! This society is getting from bad to worst. Studying is the priority, learning isn't.

Ah to hell with everything. Not like anything I said makes any difference at all. This is life and we just have to take it with a smile and move on. Suck it up and hold it in!

Okay goodbye.

Forever and always.

2011-08-24T23:02:00.003+08:00

"If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever."

-via evelynismybaby

Haaaaaaaai! :)

Another two weeks since I last posted. Because during the past two weeks, I was fighting the final war with Semester 2.2/2.1 (I forgot which), code name: exams. A terrible week indeed. Well, maybe not so. Had lots of study dates with my dear idiot boy so means I got to spend a lot more time with him also hehehehe :D But my expenses also increased by quite a bit too >< Holidays are here so I need to stop spending unwisely and plan moarrrrr. My love-hate relationship with food is never-ending. I love to have them but they bomb my pockets the most >:(

Anywaaaaay, I'm so glad exams are over :D I wouldn't say I put a lot into this exam. I've spent far more time studying during last semester's finals. I did past-year papers, I started revising around 2 weeks before exams started, I planned a nice schedule out and followed everything. Basically I just did a lot more for last semester as compared to this semester.

Wellllll it was partly because of Dr. Charmaine. I like how she keeps giving tests and keeps pushing us to study (even by scaring me that I'm gonna flunk). I swear Microbiology is by far the subject I've actually put the most effort into. I didn't do any past-year papers for that but I read and read and read all day and night long. It was literally the first and last thing on my mind every single day. For IPC and maths, I did the papers only cause I liked them lol.

Okay my idiot boy is done with his revision already! I shall continue my post tomorrow :D

Baaaaaai! :)

If I die young.

2011-08-10T00:47:00.003+08:00

"And ever since I met you, no one else is worth thinking about."

-via evelynismybaby

Happy National Day! :) The day where everyone becomes patriotic and show their love for Singapore ♥

National Day; not just Singapore's birthday, but also every student's off-day :D Feels so much like a Saturday today! I slept in till I was satisfied, which almost never happens on a weekday. I met my dear idiot boy to spend the afternoon with him and fly kite ♥ Not forgetting to take pretty pictures :D Then I had a great dinner (which consisted of chicken chop + otah + sugarcane juice) with my family :D Hehehehe an au'somely wonderful day indeed! :)

It's 10 August 2011, 10:03 PM now. I typed this post last night (9 August 2011) while I was waiting for my dear idiot boy but I went to sleep before finishing this post :X And I don't wanna waste this post away so I'm posting it only now!

Okay I shall go watch my show nao bye!

30 Day Challenge #11.

2011-08-09T22:29:00.001+08:00

11. Ten things you regret.

Not having a photo with my deceased grandma.

This is by far the only thing I can think of.

30 Day Challenge #10.

2011-08-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

10. Ten things you couldn't live without.

My phone (and its charger).
My bed (with my bolster blanket and soft toys).
Money.
Food.
Clothes.
Bags.
My Starbucks tumbler.
My laptop (and its charger).
Toilets.
Contact lenses.

It says things so I'm just going to take it literally.

Countdown 3 2 1.

2011-08-07T16:31:00.004+08:00

"Thank you for staying with me. I know that I'm not always fun to be with but just know that I'm grateful."

-via comprehendinglife

Hiiiiiii.

Another 10 days since I last blogged. I'm supposed to be studying for the 2.5% BCHEM test now but I really have no motivation at allllllll. Especially not when it's just 2.5% and I have 1/3 of the whole book to study -.- Worst still, the content in this 1/3 of the book is 5 times the content in the other 2/3 of the book. I swear the content is that much!

Then again, I'm kinda thankful for the test. At least I'll study a teeny weeny bit even though my motivation level is at rock bottom. So it means I won't be completely clueless right before the final exam. Hope is still there!

The past week's been really hectic. Had tests on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Thank God the tests didn't follow right after another. I can't tell how much I'm going to get for the tests though :/ No point worrying about it now anyway. All I can do is just hope for the best! :)

Sooooo, my stupid boy and me has got our own polaroid! HEHEHE ♥ Until now we still haven't used up one packet of film though, HAHA. The films are so expensive :( But never mind for the pretty pictures it's worth it :D I'm gonna scrimp on food and clothes for pretty pictures :) Our anniversary's coming up soon! I think I wanna spam photos on that day so I shall go and get another packet of film, HAHA :D Anddddd I need to save some films for photos with my family tooooo :)

Hello my idiot boy :) If you're reading this I hope you've finished your DDD already, HAHA. If you haven't then faster get back to studying kay! I will not disappoint you and I'll study BCHEM too :D Will study at least a bit for sure! Jiayou in your DDD :) Hehe I love you! ♥ ♥ :D

Okai I shall go procrastinate a while more or something or something before I start on BCHEM for real. Ending off with my favourite polaroid photo so far :)

Baiiiiiii.

I want us to last.

2011-07-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

"I don't wanna have a great, amazing couple of months and then all of a sudden its over. I don't want to experience the feeling of being lost, confused, and hurt all over again. I wanna be with you. And I want us to last, no matter how hard any situation is, no matter what/who comes between us."

-via klutz-allglitzedup

Ni hao!

Been blogging rather irregularly now that school's started. Well, not that it isn't obvious anyway. The past week's filled with projects, projects, and projects. Monday was BCHEM presentation which went well. Tuesday was INAC presentation which went well too. Following which was BIF presentation which was just uggggggh I'd rather not talk about it -.-

Let's seeeee. I've been down with throat infection (again) since last Friday. Fever only lasted for two days but my throat still isn't recovering even until now when I've finished my course of antibiotics and some extremely bitter medicine to suppress my throat infection. I can't get the phlegm out of my throat so I guess I'll be making another visit to the doctor's again if it still isn't recovered by next Wednesday. Sigh.

My idiot boy went with me to the doctor's and stayed with me for a while hehe :D So blessed to have someone around to take care of me when I'm sick :) Not that my parents aren't doing their job but they have their work still :/ Whatever the case happyandblessedgirl93 is me! :)

Waiting for the silly boy to finish his work now before I go off to sleep. Ohai my idiot! It should be tomorrow when you read this or maybe a few days after. I'm proud of you for focusing all on your work now and I hope you'll finish your work soon :) Olubyou! ♥ :D

Meh. My throat hurts from all that coughing. Need to drink water in gallons from now on. Maybe I should bring my Nalgene bottle instead of the Starbucks tumbler. But I can't bear to leave my tumbler at home :( I hope I can endure it all the way until next Wednesday :/

Zai jian wan an!

Tonight will be the night.

2011-07-18T12:35:00.003+08:00

"Don’t gain the world and lose your soul. Wisdom is better than silver and gold."

-Bob Marley (via quote-book)

Ohai.

I'm at OurSpace now shaking my leg cause it's so cold but I don't wanna take my lab coat out either cause I'm leaving in about 15 minutes time so what's the point.

Anyway, I finally found time to blog during school hours! Having my break now and waiting for BCHEM practical to start. I hope practical ends early today so that I can go home early and study for INAC test :) Supposed to read up on INAC for at least a little but I got too distracted with other things + I subconsciously placed more priority in my projects so, yeah. LOL.

Celebrated our third month with my idiot boy last Saturday 16 July 2011! It was my turn to plan and I'm so glad I managed to surprise him with my mediocre skills, HAHA. Took lots of photos + a few videos :D It was a reallyyyyy wonderful day out hehe ♥ ♥ :)

School started off on a good note today too. Wasn't late for anything and managed to see my idiot the first thing in the morning and I got the photos taken last Saturday also :D This week will get better! :)

Ending off with one of my favourite picture for that day :)

OBAI.

We will never be apart.

2011-07-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

"It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things."

-Lemony Snicket (via annafaze)

It's been a while.

Can't exactly say that the lack of updates is due to school. Though school is a big part of the reason but not entirely. Haven't been reaching home early and even if I do I would try to sleep as early as possible. I still use my laptop after I reach home to catch up on anime and stuff so I guess I'm just too lazy to blog. To blog, you need to think. Therefore I'm just too lazy to think. Meh.

Honestly speakinggggg, I can't really remember the exact details for the past few days where I haven't been blogging. OH NOW I DO. 9 and 10 July 2011 I went to work at Downtown East. 9 July was tending a game stall while 10 July was being a marshall for food chase. The marshall job sure was tiring but at the same time I had more fun than tending a game stall :) That is only if the team I'm in-charge of is nice lol. Wellll all in all I had funnnnn (especially because I'm working with my stupid boy) :)

Had our third month anniversary recently :)))))) Whenever I think about the present he made I feel so happy hehehehe :D Actually much more than happy. I feel elated + exhilarated + every other word that is synonymous with extremely happy :D And I'm satisfied with the gift I made for him too! :) Having our celebration on Saturday I feel egggggcited already just thinking about it, HAHA.

Hi my dear idiot boy :) I hope you're stalking me now so that you can see this post the moment I publish it. Just want to tell you thank you for making the past three months amazing :) And I'll thank you in advance now for the many more never-ending months to come :) I love you munch munch! ♥ ♥ ♥ :D

Okay I need to sleep soonz.

Week 12.

2011-07-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

"I find it adorable when someone remembers the littlest details about you. It’s cute when that person takes the time and effort to surprise you with the things you don’t remember telling them about. It’s like they’ve read your mind. The kind of person that pays attention to what you say just so they can use it to their advantage in order to put a smile on your face. I love those thoughtful people who go out of their ways just so they can make you happy."

-via sketchesandtrains

So, I haven't been posting much since school started. Okay I just realised this is my first proper post ever since school started lol. School starts early and I reach home late, how to find time to post. Well not that I always reach home late. Either I'm home late or I'm too tired to think of something to post about or I have nothing to post about. In which for this case, you could say all of the above.

Common test results were well-deserved I could say. I barely passed MOBIO cause I know I barely studied for that. I failed INAC because I had absolutely no idea what to remember. I got a B for BCHEM because I did notes! :) I know I need to buck up but I swear lectures can literally kill. I love to read but I was never cut out for studying. Secondary school's way different from poly.

It's not like the start of school is a totally terrible thing though. I get to see my stupid boy more often even though it's in school :) I get to have fun with Clara, Yu Han and Zhi Hui again :) And I get to learnnnnnn. (The last point is those forced-to-admit kind of good point)

Last Saturday (2nd July 2011), stupid boy accompanied me for clique's outing aka Marcus's birthday celebration :D Hehehe really happy to have him around but more than really happy to have him break out of his comfort zone and go out with clique :) :) :) Thank you you idiottttt ♥ :) And Caslin helped the both of us took polaroid photos too, HEH :D Saturday was a wonderful day out! :D :D :D

Okay 1:16AM nao I really need to sleep I have less than 6 hours of sleep leftttttt.

30 Day Challenge #8 and #9.

2011-07-04T23:44:00.003+08:00

Skipping challenge #8 (Ten people who inspire you) because I can't find anyone who does lol.

9. Ten things in your room that you love.

My bed.
Dumbo, Lucky, and Pikachu.
My bolster.
My wardrobe.
The patterned quilt ah ma made long ago.
My room's fan's remote (LOL).
My room's door.
My room's fan.
My pillow.
My room's window.

8/10 of the things are what I can't sleep without. I love sleep so I naturally love anything that helps me sleep.

30 Day Challenge #5, #6 and #7.

2011-06-26T16:17:00.002+08:00

I'm skipping challenge #5 (Ten friends you love, and why.) and #6 (Top ten ships, and why.). For #5, I just love all my friends for who they are and I don't think I should rank them. For #6, I don't have anything towards ships so yeah.

7. Ten things that always make you cry.

Sad parts or endings of a movie/show.
Guilt.
High frustration.
Disappointment.
When people touch my heart with the things they do.

I can't think of 10 things so I guess I'll just have to make do with 5.

Windowpane in the city.

2011-06-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

"Don’t let yourself be weighed down by what other people think, because in a few years, in a few decades, or in a few centuries, that way of thinking will have changed. Live now what others will only live in the future."

-Paulo Coelho (via quote-book)

OHAI.

It's 1:08AM now and I'm waiting for my dear stupid boy to finish his WISP project :) Anyway the past few days have been pretty busy. Or maybe I was just too lazy to blog lol.

19 June 2011, went to work at Downtown East and got the inflatable with Elena :D Work was au'someeeee that day cause: 1) we didn't had much work to do. 2) we got to play with the kids. 3) we were working in a fully air-conditioned room for the whole time. 4) I got to spend time with my stupid boy :) Au'some or au'some? :D HAHA.

And.. the following weekdays were pretty much filled with society stuff/school work. The more memorable things were 1) I fell on my butt on Monday while running backwards. 2) I FINALLY GOT TO LEVEL 70 IN MAPLE AND NOW I CAN ADVANCE TO THE THIRD JOB AND BE A PRIEST (after > 3 years) ALREADY HAHAHA. 3) Got to be a game master during training again and it felt goooooooood :) Didn't expect to have so much fun out of it but yeah it was better than being a welfare! 4) I got to see my stupid boy on both Wednesday and Thursday ♥ ♥ :)

Today (I mean later) will be a day for me to nua after I've paid off my sleep debt. Extremely looking forward to Saturday because mama's bringing me to Nex with my two ah yi again (more shopping hopefully!) and I get to meet my idiottttt after that :D Saturday will be the best day for this week!

It's 1:53AM now can't believe I spent over 40 minutes typing this post LOL. Okay well actually I can believe cause I have posts that take up to 1 hour for me to finish. But my idiot's still not done with his essay yet :( Shall watch the latest episode of Naruto: Shippuuden in the meantimeeeee :)

BAI.

30 Day Challenge #4.

2011-06-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

4. Ten places you really want to go.

*Clicking on the pictures will lead you to the site where I found them :)

Pokemon Center in Osaka. It's the largest real life Pokemon Center on planet Earth and no doubt the first place I want to visit if I ever go Japan :D

Dreamworld in Australia's Gold Coast. I want to experience every single ride down there!

Fairbanks in Alaska. To view the aurora borealis :)

Venice in Italy. One of the prettiest cities in the world!

As far as I can think of, there's only 4 places on my mind right now. I'll add more if others come to my mind! :)

Punggol Promenade.

2011-06-18T00:17:00.003+08:00

"We all do things we desperately wish we could undo. Those regrets just become part of who we are, along with everything else. To spend time trying to change that, well, it’s like chasing clouds."

-Libba Bray (via thresca)

At Punggol Promenade.

Hi.

I had an extremely long but fruitful day today. Went shopping with my two ah yi, my mama, and Delsher. Walked for around 4.5 hours and the only things I bought were a striped dress and a tank top, both from Forever 21. The striped dress is the first ever proper dress that I own (and actually looks girly, HAHA). Mama paid for my loots. Feeling slightly guilty now so I shall not spend so much until my bursary comes :X

Reached home at around 5.30pm. Rested for about an hour before going out for dinner with family again. Had zhi char (au'some much) for dinner and I ate more than 2 bowls of rice, HAHAHAHA. I felt so au'some after finishing all of that plus the other dishes. But too au'some until I didn't felt like walking LOL.

In the end, all 4 of us walked the whole Serangoon Park Connector until the start of Punggol Promenade. The journey to and fro must have been 3km at least. Imagine me, walking 3km right after such a fulfilling dinner. I don't even walk that much if you add two normal school days together.

But well it was a good walk though so I can't complain. The serenity there was great and I enjoyed the smell of the grass throughout the whole journey :) I would go there again if someone can carry me for the whole journey! HAHAHA.

My legs are gonna break anytime soonz. I need my sleep nao if not I'm going to have to face my stupid boy like a zombie tomorrowz.

Bye!

30 Day Challenge #3.

2011-06-15T23:35:00.002+08:00

3. Top ten movies.

Spirited Away
Howl's Moving Castle
Kungfu Panda
Pokemon: Destiny Deoxys
Up
The Way Home (Jibeuro)
Despicable Me
I Not Stupid
Naruto Movie 3 - Dai Koufun! Mikazuki Jima no Animaru Panikku Dattebayo!
How To Train Your Dragon

Hey hey.

2011-06-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

"We often refuse to accept an idea merely because the way in which it has been expressed is unsympathetic to us."

-Friedrich Nietzsche (via quote-book)

Hey!! Hey!! Kotaete dareka imasenka?

Blasting this song on repeat now with my headphones on :) It's the 17th ending song on Gintama by Spyair. Not that I even watch that anime but yeah nice songs are still nice.

Anyway, I haven't had a proper blog post since 9 days ago. 10 June 2011 was the last day of CTs and I had BCHEM. Dr. Sujit gave the exact clues as to what were tested so the paper went pretty well :D And Dr. Lau gave back the marks for MOBIO's CT already too. A lousy grade but still, at least I passed! :)

It's 12:12 AM now and I love my stupid boy :) 11 June 2011, clique went out to celebrate GH's birthday :D 11 people out of the 12 went so attendance was greatttttt :D Had steamboat buffet for dinner + J.CO donuts afterwards. We bought 24 donuts as substitute for GH's birthday cake, HAHA. Like a cool only right!

13 June 2011, another special day out with my dear boy :) Caught Kungfu Panda 2 at Tampines Mall and then we went to fly kite! But there wasn't much wind at the Anchorvale area :( Not that it matters anyway! I still had an extremely au'some day out :D HEH. Thank you my dear stupiddddd :) For running to get the kite flying, for doing silly things to make me smile, for the Starbucks tumbler and tumbler skin, for every single little thing! ♥ ♥ ♥ :D

14 June 2011, nua-ed the whole day at home and it was superrrrr shiok. Then stupid came over to surprise me, hehehehe ♥ :D Since it's past 12AM now I shall take today as 16 June 2011. 15 June 2011, we had the first society training for the new batch of GLs. Whole new experience of being a welfare I swear. No comments about the training itself though lol.

Okay today shall be another good day cause I'm going to nua at home again. I'll sleep in my cozy bed for at least 12 hours wearing the guy FBT and my yellow GL shirt with my blanket on plus the fan at power 1. Drooling at the thought of sleeping already I shall drag myself to my bed nao.

30 Day Challenge #2.

2011-06-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

2. Last ten songs you listened to.

Maaya Sakamoto - Sonic Boom

FictionJunction KAORI - Tsubasa

Kana Nishino - If

Chris Daughtry - Over You

Panic! At The Disco - The Ballad Of Mona Lisa

Yamazaru - Perseus

Lisa Komine - Resuscitated Hope

2PM - Take Off

BoA - Possibility (ft. Daichi Miura)

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

Reach out for liberty.

2011-06-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

"Did you know that in Japan there are 3 ways to say “I love you”? You say “Daisuki” for friends and guys you like, you say “Aishiteru” for a more serious relationship and you say “Koishiteru” to the person you want to spend the rest of your life with. And they follow this rule. That is one of the things I admire about them. They didn’t make “I love you” lose its meaning like us."

-via worldsuckswithoutyou

MOBIO's common test is over :D Actually that kinda sucks cause now I'm in the post-CT mood so all I think about are the holidays. INAC paper's tomorrow and I have no idea how to revise for that. It feels like there's nothing to study because literally everything's not important to Ms. Ong. And there's no past year common test paper for reference too :/

On the brighter side! I'm glad bio is the first CT cause it makes me a lot less stressed :D Though I think I might flunk the paper but, it's over. BCHEM on Friday and I'm feeling good about it because I finished all the notes for it already :D All those important ones that Dr. Sujit mentioned that is. I hope he won't come up with some ridiculous stuff all of a sudden. I swear I could die if he does.

I woke up at 1100 today and I'm supposed to be studying since early in the morning buttttt I got too distracted by my laptop ._. It's 1402 now and I've wasted about.. 3 hours away LOLOL. Okay I'll start on MOBIO once I'm done with this post and after a few games of Solitaire!

Maybe it's a psychological thing but stupid changed his relationship status to being in a relationship with me and it made me really really happy :D HEHEHEHE. Wasn't expecting that at all until he called me last night and it made me so happy I couldn't fall asleep for 2 hours, HAHAHAHA. Looking at the number of likes and blessings from everyone makes me feel really happy too :) Koishiteru baka ♥ :D

Alright now it's time to be serious. INAC here I come!

30 Day Challenge #1.

2011-06-07T12:27:00.002+08:00

1. Ten things you’d say to ten different people right now.

Brother: Hi fat, I hope you'll stop slacking around and start preparing for your Ns' and Os' properly because I really wish you'll get into your dream course. As much as I'd like to not care about what you do, you're still my brother and I want the best for you. Please stop worrying me tyvm.

Stupid: Dear silly idiot, thank you for making me feel so blessed with all the small things you do! Like sending me home, surprising me under my house, all the good morning/night texts, and many many more :) I enjoy every single moment with you and I'll never ever trade all the times with you for anything else! I know I've said this many many times but I love you forever and ever and ever! ♥ :D

Geetha: Hai awesome (HAHA). You know I think we're pretty amazing cause no matter how long we didn't see each other, we can still talk as if we just saw each other the day before :D You're one person I can go absolutely crazy with, HAHAHAHA. Thank you for always being there for me idiotest! :D :D

Clara: Hello pig twin! I think you're bound to see this since you always stalk me :) HAHA. Thank you for always being there for me and I want you to know that I'll always be there for you too okay! No matter rain or shine you can always come to me :D Me still love you (even if I have Ben now)! HAHAHA ♥

Isaac Koh: Hi bro! I know you'll probably never read this but I hope you know that no matter what I'm your sis and I'll always be there to be your listening ear if you ever need one! Everything will turn out fine for you, I know it will be :D

Caslin & Clarissa: Hiiiii you two idiots! HAHA. Haven't met up with the both of you for pretty long. So glad we're meeting up on this coming Saturday :D I hope nothing crops up last minute so we'll all be able to make it! Miss you two many many ♥ ♥ :D

Yu Han & Zhi Hui: To the blur sotong and roast pig (respectively), you people always make my day in 1F04 and 2F03! Especially with Zhi Hui's retarded actions and Yu Han's slow-ness, HAHAHA. I hope it'll be the same for 3F01/2/3/4 also :D Must work hard so we can be in the same class again next year! :D

Ting Yan: Hello papa :D I don't think you'll be seeing this too. But anyway you're one of the closest friends I have in poly and I'm really happy it turned out this way! :) Thank you very much for the .gif you sent me during the period where I was pretty down :) Never fails to make me laugh whenever I look at it, HAHA. Your nu er will always be here for you!

30 Day Challenge.

2011-06-07T12:25:00.002+08:00

30 Day Challenge

~~1. Ten things you’d say to ten different people right now.~~

~~2. Last ten songs you listened to.~~

~~3. Top ten movies.~~

~~4. Ten places you really want to go.~~

~~5. Ten friends you love, and why.~~

~~6. Top ten ships, and why.~~

~~7. Ten things that always make you cry.~~

~~8. Ten people who inspire you.~~

~~9. Ten things in your room that you love.~~

~~10. Ten things you couldn’t live without.~~

~~11. Ten things you regret.~~

~~12. Ten things that always make you laugh.~~

13. Ten things that have pissed you off recently.

14. Ten ways to win your heart.

15. Ten ways you’ve changed in the past 5 years.

16. Ten favorite pieces of clothing.

17. Last ten texts in your inbox.

18. Ten songs that have amazing memories, and what the memories are.

19. Top ten gifs.

20. Ten overused phrases.

21. Ten things you think about a lot.

22. Ten things you do everyday.

23. Ten things you’re doing this month.

24. Ten things you like/dislike about your relationship status.

25. Ten films you can recite from beginning to end.

26. Ten things you’d give to ten different people in your will if you died right now.

27. Ten things you have an obsession with.

28. Ten childhood memories.

29. Ten celebrities you’d marry, without a doubt.

30. Ten things you’d want to change if you could.

Going to be doing this down here but won't be doing it every single day :D

Semester 2.1.

2011-06-04T20:37:00.004+08:00

"Bad is not an absolute, but a relative term. Ask the robber who used the cash he stole to feed his infant; the rapist who was sexually abused as a child; the kidnapper who truly believed he was saving a life. And just because you break the law doesn’t mean you have intentionally crossed the line into evil. Sometimes the line creeps up on you, and before you know it, you’re standing on the other side"

-Vanishing Acts by Jodi Picoult (via quote-book)

Konbanwa minna.

Now's my time to rest after finishing lecture 1 and 2 of MOBIO successfully (with understanding) so I'm happyyyyy :) Actually not just now I started resting at like around 8pm but I've only started typing this blog post now lol. I'll type finish this post, watch Naruto: Shippuuden and then be off to complete lecture 3 and 4 :D

Anyway, stupid came over to surprise me with KFC porridge and chocolate waffle today hehehehehe :D :D :D Expecting him to come but not with the breakfast! Thank you my dear boy ♥ :) Gave my day a wonderful start ♥ :D Then he drove me around to do stuffs for my bursary application. And we went around Punggol End cause the CC only opens at 2pm LOLOL. Feel so blessed with him around :) :) :)

Sooooo, common tests starts after this weekend and I'm only done with BCHEM for now. Actually, I'm not even done with BCHEM cause all I did was wrote notes for that so I haven't really gotten anything much inside my head. Yeahhhhhh, that's how bad it is. MOBIO's my first paper but I started on BCHEM first which is my last paper, HAHA. I'm not a bio person please!

But as I was reading MOBIO just now, it's actually kind of interesting :D And with the videos Dr. Lau shows us, I can (miraculously) understand what the whole thing is about! Happy to the max I tell you. Feel so proud of myself :') HAHAHAHA.

Lecture 3 seems okay because it looks like it's mainly on practical and I've did the practical already :D Lecture 4 looks like it's going to kill me. Anyway (again) I just spent around half an hour typing this post LOL. Gonna watch Naruto: Shippuuden nao and then be off to finish up MOBIO once and for all!

Sayonara minna.

It's not like that at all.

2011-05-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

"I love sleep. Sleeping is good. Sleeping makes you forget that shitload of pain you’re feeling. Sleeping means drifting off to some other world. A world very different from yours. And somehow, after you wake up, you feel a lot better."

-via evelynismybaby

I love Xperia's camera :) I can nice nice shots with it so I'm pretty satisfied :D

Anyway, I ended up waking at 9am to accompany my mama to my brother's school lol. His results like a cui only. Maybe I should stay home more to teach him maths. I really really think he's suited for MBIO/BMS/VBS (his ideal course). If only he's willing to work harder :/

Spent the whole afternoon away on Tumblr today. Was supposed to have a family day out but mama had to work last minute :/ But the afternoon was pretty well-spent though! I started another Tumblr that consists only of photos I took or those group shots taken by others :) I like this shot which I just took though, HAHA.

Gonna try to read the first chapter of MOBIO and then be off to sleep! Had another reeeeally long day and I'm worn out now.

Perseus.

2011-05-27T22:31:00.004+08:00

"Say what you mean, tell me I'm right, and let the sun rain down on me."

-The Ballad of Mona Lisa by Panic! At The Disco

I had my first BCHEM quiz today and it sucked. I'm pretty glad I didn't know how to do most of the questions though. It's only 2.5% so I can afford to make mistakes for this quiz and do better for common test. I learn better from mistakes.

Anyway, it's been a pretty long day today. Didn't had much sleep this week. A tired me = an angry me; one reason why I hate to be tired. Got irritated very easily today especially in the morning. From the moment I boarded 88 until the moment I sat down I had 2 strangers pissing me off already zzz.

Just felt like a really long day today. Need to pay off my sleep debt, must be too tired.

Still have to wake up early tomorrow to accompany my mama to my brother's PTM. I think I might just give it a pass.

Happygirl93.

2011-05-26T14:09:00.004+08:00

"When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down ‘happy’. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life."

-John Lennon (via quote-book)

HI!

It's Thursday today = IS day = final day of TVE + no IB lessons = an au'some day :D HAHA. Finally got the TVE presentation over and done with and I feel so high like a G6 naozxzxz. HAHAHA.

The TVE assignment stressed me up pretty much. First was the essay which I had literally a thousand obstacles preventing me from completing it. Secondly is the final solo presentation which we just had in class today. I. Hate. Presentations. I always get tummy aches before presentations and I'll feel extremely cold until the whole thing is over. I have problems with public speaking lol. Sooooo, you can tell how glad I am now that it's over :)

So far this week's been pretty good :) Even Monday. I ended up tonning (almost) the night on Sunday-Monday cause I only finished the TVE essay at like 3-4am. I slept for an hour and woke up at 5am to bathe and prepare myself for the day. Thanks stupid for accompanying me and making me feel less tired with your stupid words and action <3 :)

Tuesday was some bioethnics talk by I-have-no-idea-who. Irritating max could have gone for BIF practical instead so we won't have to go for any make-up practical next Tuesday zzz. And for the whole talk I was playing Ninjump/on Twitter/smsing/anything else other than listening.

Wednesday was another great day cause stupid came over to my house to study and he cooked maggie for me + helped me dry my hair :D HAHAHAHA. Then we head to school for our lessons. He missed his lectures (long story) while I had BCHEM from 4-5.30pm and I didn't feel sleepy at all :) So proud of myself!

Anyway, I'm at emart now supposedly studying. But I lost the feel to even before I start LOL HAHA. Gonna play a few games of solitaire and procrastinate here and there for a little while more before I start :)

BYE!

:(

2011-05-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

How can procrastination feel so long.

Good game.

2011-05-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

I can't take itttttt. I have absolutely no inspiration at all for the damn TVE assignment. I start with just one sentence and I'm stuck. Like just *poof* and I have no idea what I'm doing anymore. Not that I even have any idea in the first place but yeah, that's how bad it is.

Surviving solely on the white chocolate which stupid gave me. Hi my dear. If you're reading this, yes I still haven't finish the chocolate you gave me over a month ago, HAHA. Soon soon, just left with ~~three~~ ~~two~~ ~~one~~ more squares to go :) Okay I just finished it while typing this post, HAHA.

I didn't hear the ice-cream truck at all today. I wish I had ice-cream now :( I need some anti-depressant food to keep my morale up.

Ugh I hate having writer's block, I swear.

But right now I wish you were here.

2011-05-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

"Rule #90: Good grammar is sexy."

-via Rulesforgents

Hi.

I'm actually supposed to be doing my TVE assignment now. I've switched on the laptop since 7pm and all I did was Tumblr + tweet + all sorts of rubbish other than start on my assignment. I procrastinate too much I know lol. Since when do I not anyway.

Come to think about it, the TVE assignment isn't exactly that tough. I guess the "800 words essay" just sound intimidating and the high weightage of this final assignment puts more stress into this whole shit thing. I think I'm scaring myself too much.

Thus, I'm taking a break (when I haven't even start in the first place HAHA) and blogging down here instead! So let's see.. I forgot to mention I caught Priest on Monday at AMK Hub with stupid. Not a bad movie :) Then Wednesday to Friday's main highlight was society interview! I only interviewed a few freshies though. But haha it's just as fun watching the rest interview them :D

Went AMK Hub again with stupid on Friday and had my cravings for takoyaki and ice-cream fulfilled :D Ice-cream was replaced with snow ice which I've never tried before, but it's just as satisfying :)

Caught Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides with stupid yesterday! Walked around town too and we got free coke + magnum ice-cream from some event that was going on, HAHAHA. We were one of the last few to get the new magnum ice-cream, lucky much :D We discovered this ultra cool place at Takashimaya's Level 4. I swear I'm going back there if I ever get the money! Had Soup Spoon (my virgin trip there) for dinner to end off the wonderful day :) Hahaha love time with stupid ♥

Visited Charlotte at Kendy's place today with Yan Yin :) She's damn adorable I swear! Her face turns extremely red when she's starting to cry, HAHA. Cute to the max I tell you :D Caught up with them and it was au'someeeeee~ Too bad Geetha couldn't make it! HAHA.

Papa didn't scold me for going home late for this whole week so that sums it up as a good week :D I'm really going to start on my assignment nao!

Bye.

Possibility.

2011-05-18T01:15:00.003+08:00

"The future is scary, but you can’t just run back to the past because it’s familiar."

-Robin Scherbatsky in How I Met Your Mother (via quote-book)

School starts at 10am tomorrow cause INAC lecture's cancelled! I mean later actually. Running a full scan for my laptop now cause some warning thing keeps popping up :/ And the scan discovered some tracking cookie, which I hope will be deleted from my laptop by the time the scan finishes. My mouse just died on me I can't afford to let my laptop die too :(

Anyway, I got myself a new blogskin! This skin caught my eye the moment I saw it :) But the sidebar is too narrow so I had to do lots of editing to my profile so that it'll look more organised like how it is now :D Spent lots of time looking for that hide-and-expand code though.

The title for this blogskin came from an anime movie titled 5 Centimeters Per Second (I just happen to like metre more than meter more lol). I remember one line in this anime about sakura petals falling at 5 centimeters per second. I guess it sounded nice so they named the movie that? Either way, I like the title too :D

I'm so bored I shall elongate this post. It's Vesak Day today and I spent half my day sleeping away, HAHA. Slept pretty early last night (11pm+) all the way till 12pm+ today, like a shiok only :) Did things to waste my time away until 5pm where I started on the online INAC quiz which I totally forgot about. The quiz is totally irrelevant to lecture notes so I barely passed -.- Hope it won't be counted into CA :/

Wanted to give my mama a surprise by fetching her home, but I went too late and I guess we took different routes so I didn't meet her halfway. Not that it was a wasted trip though. I was going to get Magnum for my grandma too :) She saw the advertisement on TV and said she wanted it so I went to get it for her :D I think I'm very guai, HAHAHA.

The scan's been running for 90 minutes and it's still not done yet :/ I want my sleep soooooooon.

Shiny, shiny.

2011-05-15T00:22:00.004+08:00

"I smile like an idiot when I'm talking to you."

-via leilockheart

I realised I keep posting on the first few hours of Sundays recently, HAHA. Pure coincidence though. But anywaaaaay, here's another post in a week! (I think I'll just post once every week).

I wouldn't call the past week hectic I guess. I finished all my homework beforehand so I could really take things slowly for the past few days :) Feels au'some to not have to rush homework, HAHA. But then, I guess I'll be leaving the TVE assignment to the last minute since I really need inspiration for that. By the way, my assignment is to create a TV programme, do a presentation for it and write a 800 words essay. Main point is that it's solo work. Screweddddd (N)

Highlight of this week was Friday the 13th :D Went Night Safari with stupid and only reached home at almost 1am, HAHA. Papa was asleep by the time I reached home and he didn't scold me today :D

Been so long since I've went there and it was stupid's first trip there :) The show was definitely worth the money (Y) The bad thing is it's hardly possible to take photos cause we can't use flash and it's almost pitch dark :/ We had our fair share of fun all the same :D

Thank you stupid boy ♥ ♥ ♥ :)

Ready for the take off.

2011-05-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

"You and I do not see things as they are. We see things as we are."

-Herb Cohen (via quote-book)

Another week since I last blogged! HAHA.

Nothing much this week I supposed. I only remember watching a lot of videos on advertisements during TVE, and having a horrendous research to do for IB. OH. And Gambits outing on Labour Day's make-up holiday too! :D Finally got to interact with some of them, so happy~ HAHAHAHA.

Stupid caught this black Yoshi from the UFO machine, daaaaaamn tyco! It's called Lucky by the way and I hug it almost every night, HAHA. But it's the largest among all my other soft toys, takes up quite a bit of space! I still like it hehehehehe <3

The General Election for this year is finally overrrrr. WP got Hougang and Aljunied :D My papa even shouted when they announced that WP has gotten Aljunied even though we're not in the Aljunied area LOL. Not that I have anything against the PAP, but why do they keep counting the votes when they've lost by a lot? I thought they only recount when the difference between the parties is just 2%? And why does PAP get to recount the votes but WP doesn't? Just something worth pondering about.

Went to celebrate JH's and MS's birthday today with Marcus, SR, GH, PR, HY, SW! Went prawning after some of them watched Thor and I didn't prawn again, HAHA. Saved sooooooo much this week, damn proud of myself can. Stupid came to find me and sent me home too :)

Hello 大笨蛋 I hope you can see this soon :) I love you very much! ♥ :D

But making mistakes is just part of life.

2011-05-01T17:28:00.006+08:00

"You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life."

-Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher (via quote-book)

Friday turned out greattttt :D Dr. Sujit released us earlier so I was able to submit my bursary documents faster too :D Then Clara and me went TY's house to play with Sushi and Bibi!

Sushi's the yellow one and Bibi's the black one. They scared us when we reached there ._. But after a while they got used to us and we could finally play with them :D They're extremely fat though, HAHA. Especially Sushi! But pets are cuter when they're fat :)

Experimented with TY's DSLR tooooo. Love this photo particularly :) Took me quite some time to get it though, hahaha. So proud of myself for this :D Rest of the photos are up on Facebook! :)

Spent the day out with stupid yesterday :D Our first proper date everrrrr :) Hehehehe. The 9 hours passed extremely fast :/ First time walking from Plaza Sing to Somerset, HAHA. I didn't realized it was this near LOL. I need to expose myself to the outside world if not somebody will call me a mountain tortoise pfft.

Love die you stupid ♥ :D

Like putting your foot firmly on the barren land.

2011-04-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

"You know it’s never fifty-fifty in a marriage. It’s always seventy-thirty, or sixty-forty. Someone falls in love first. Someone puts someone else up on a pedestal. Someone works very hard to keep things rolling smoothly; someone else sails along for the ride."

-Mercy by Jodi Picoult (via quote-book)

Hi! I'm currently at Emart now waiting for stupid :) So I've decided to blog while waiting for Ao no Exorcist to load hahahaha.

I've been blogging a lot lesser recently. It's mainly due to school reopening luh. Been reaching home at around 6-8pm and then I'll have to bathe + have dinner + watch TV. Either that, or I'll just be too lazy to switch on my laptop lol. Now that I can check Twitter with my phone, I don't see much of a need to use my laptop unless it's to watch anime, HAHA.

I'm feeling really happy now :D I only have 2 hours of lecture tomorrow and it marks the start of another weekend after that! AU'SOME OR WHAT? :D HAHA. But lecture starts at 8am luh. Not that it's a bad thing anyway. I can go apply for bursary immediately after lecture ends and most likely there won't be much people :) Hehhhh tomorrow will be gooooood :)

Okay I'll be off to watch Ao no Exorcist naoz!

Someday, at that place.

2011-04-22T20:34:00.003+08:00

"If you only read the books that everyone else is reading, you can only think what everyone else is thinking."

-Haruki Murakami (via quote-book)

It's been 9 days ♥ :)

School's started, and so far the only thing I've been busy with is the orientation duty. Lots of lectures and practicals were cancelled due to the orientation week. Therefore I only had my first lesson of Year 2 on Wednesday LOL.

Wednesday was the official day for Dance4Fun too! IT WAS AU'SOME SHITZX. LSCT didn't get into the top 3, but I still think we're the best :) Considering the fact that we had 39 freshies dancing, which meant 39 out of the 40 dancers had only a week or so to learn the dance, and we choreographed the dance ourselves :) Whatever the case, the main point is still LSCT IS AU'SOME HAHAHAHA :D

Yesterday was my first TVE and IB lesson! TVE's kinda fun actually :) But we had presentation on the first lesson already LOL. The teacher's pretty nice though. Classmates are all from BA I think? Majority from BS. Or maybe there are some from Engineering.

IB class with Clara, ZW, and many other people from LSCT :D So glad to have someone I know in the class with me :) But IB is seriously boring zzz. Thank God it's only 2 hours!

Had dinner yesterday with YH, KF, BX, Darryl, Brandon, WL and Benjamin :) Went Upper Thomson Road for zhi char and the food there is (Y) Best part is the boss treated us to free mango pudding :D :D The mango pudding there is seriously godly I swear. It's the best I've ever eaten, that's for sure. Shall go back to patronise the uncle again some time :D

Then we went to Scoopz! Finally visited the place Brandon and KF kept going to. The ice-cream there is so-so but the atmosphere is better than Ben & Jerry's :) Or I just like that place more hahaha. Definitely not having Rum & Raisin again. Not there, not anywhere. The wine taste is sucky to the max -.-

I feel truly blessed having you by my side! No idea what I did to deserve all these, but thank you very much God, for sending me this gift :) Silly boy ♥ :D

Time goes by, we can never stay the same.

2011-04-19T21:04:00.003+08:00

"We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing."

-Louisa May Alcott (via quote-book)

Maybe I was wrong. I wish I wasn't.

If I should make a wish upon a shooting star.

2011-04-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

"An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet regardless of time, place or circumstances. The thread may stretch or tangle but it will never break."

-via quote-book

Haven't blogged since a week! Well, yes, FOC's over, but the amount of things I have to do is ironically increasing instead of decreasing like it should. Still going out almost everyday or so it seems. But not just back to school this time round :)

Had class outing with about half of 1F04 last Thursday! Ate Aston's, Ben & Jerry's, Sumo House, and played bowling :D Didn't really do anything much but it's spending time with them that counts <3 Ahhhh so gonna miss 1F04 :(

Gained soooooo much things through this FOC. The experience, the fun, and someone :)

Life Sciences and Chemical Technology's Freshmen Orientation Camp '11/'12.

2011-04-10T16:18:00.003+08:00

No quote for this post cause I think it deserves everything all to itself!

So anyway, Life Sciences and Chemical Technology's Freshmen Orientation Camp '11/'12 (LSCT FOC '11/'12) WAS A BLASTTTTTTTT! All the hard work we put in have finally paid through :) The lack of sleep we had to endure, the unhappiness at times when we couldn't get to a consensus, the imprints we have on our hands after tying hundreds to thousands of bomb bags, and many many more. It was all worth it just to see that the freshies enjoyed the camp so much :)

Won't go into details as to what happened during this 5 days and 4 nights. But there are a hell lot of people I have to thank!

THANK YOU ORGANISERS FOR ORGANISING THIS CAMP!
THANK YOU AGLS FOR HELPING OUT SOOOOO MUCH!
THANK YOU TING YAN PAPA FOR GIVING ME THE GIFTS AS MY ANGEL!
THANK YOU BEN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THROUGHOUT THE LAST HOUR OF TRAIL HUNT!
THANK YOU CHRISTINE, SAMUEL, JOSHUA, CAIN, CHI MENG FOR HELPING OUT AT MY STATION FOR TRAIL HUNT!
THANK YOU YI LIN FOR BEING A BIMBO WITH ME!
THANK YOU NICHOLAS FOR HELPING OUT SO MUCH FOR MATHS CHARADES!
THANK YOU HUI MIN FOR RUNNING PIRATES' COVE WITH ME!
THANK YOU KAI FENG AND JOYCE FOR HELPING ME WITH PIRATES' COVE'S LOGISTICS!
THANK YOU ELVINA, BEN, CLEMENT, CAIN, SAMUEL, CLARA FOR HELPING ME TIE THE BOMB BAGS FOR PIRATES' COVE!
THANK YOU WELFARES, CLEMENT, CAIN FOR HELPING OUT AT PIRATES' COVE!
THANK YOU ROYSTON FOR MANAGING GAMBIT!
THANK YOU FRESHIES FOR PLAYING MY GAMES!
THANK YOU SOSHI FOR THE GRADUATION VIDEO!
THANK YOU AGLS FOR ALL THE GRADUATION SPEECH!
THANK YOU BEN FOR THE MAC TREAT!
THANK YOU SGLS FOR ALL THE HELP!
THANK YOU ALL THE PEOPLE WHO GAVE ME SOMETHING TO MOTIVATE ME!
THANK YOU MAG FOR DOING SO MUCH FOR THE GAMES COMMITTEE!
THANK YOU BRANDON FOR LEADING THE GAMES COMMITTEE!
THANK YOU CLARA FOR LEADING THE LOGISTIC COMMITTEE TO HELP US!
THANK YOU YU HAN FOR HELPING TO LEAD THE LOGISTIC COMMITTEE!
THANK YOU YAN PING, ZI JIAN, MABEL FOR SETTLING ALL OUR FOOD STUFF!
THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HELPED TO MAKE THIS FOC A SUCCESS!!!

All the hard work is worth it :') So glad I didn't back out that time for society's interview! Happy girl is me nowwwww :D

Journey.

2011-03-30T09:04:00.001+08:00

Hi.

I'm on bus 74 right now typing this so I'm too lazy to make the effort to go to Tumblr and find quotes and put them into this post so I'll just leave it like this.

This whole week's entirely filled with FOC related stuff. I'm barely getting the sleep I should considering that it's a holiday. Can't expect much since I volunteered to be part of this anyway.

I had a terrible mood yesterday which made it a terrible day. Almost cried out of frustration but only I'm to be blamed for that. For fuck's sake I should stop crying so easily already. I'm not a kid anymore, and this is nothing compared to what others are going through.

Just a few days more, I CAN DO IT, WE ALL CAN.

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Day by day.

2011-03-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

"Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose."

-Yoda [Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith] (via quote-book)

It was a tough day, I had a tough time.

45 things.

2011-03-26T18:07:00.003+08:00

"This is why you should never, ever get your hopes up. This is why you should see the glass as half empty. So when the whole thing spills, you aren’t as devastated."

-Something Borrowed by Emily Giffin (via quote-book)

Not that I'm being cynical, but it's pretty much true.

Anyway, loft's finally over. Well I had little sleep but it wasn't exactly terrible to the extent that I wanted to leave that place as soon as possible. I still had good times laughing even though it wasn't much :) I still find it amazing that I actually fell asleep on Alvin's shoulder without realising. Couldn't remember anything after I woke up. And he said I snored very loudly zomg malu max -.-

FOC's coming in one week! We still have a lot of things to do but I'm really hoping for it to come soon :/ Honestly I hate sacrificing my time with family/friends, and not to mention, sleep. But it's all gonna be worth it!!! Well it'd better be. I'm not going to sacrifice so much things for nothing.

Oh, I got a new phone too :D Xperia X10 :D :D Brother got the same phone as me cause he saw me getting it hahahaha. I have good taste 8) Not really used to using it yet though. I do prefer my W705 more in terms of the messaging style and it's organisation. But X10 has games and applications and best, no need for the Sony Ericsson earpiece connector LOL.

Anyway here's something I got from here.

45 things to be happy about :) Bold the happy things that you’ve experienced before:

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20-pound note in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Eye contact with a hot member of the opposite sex.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you’re beautiful/good looking.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Playing with a new puppy.
30. Having someone play with your hair.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
40. Watching the expression on someone’s face as they open a much-desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.
45. Knowing you’ve done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

This made me realise that I've never watch the sunrise before. I really need to do that some time! Off to dinner now :D

Loft.

2011-03-24T06:37:00.002+08:00

"People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don’t believe in circumstances. The people who get on in this world are the people who get up and look for the circumstances they want, and, if they can’t find them, make them."

-George Bernard Shaw (via quote-book)

Well, hi.

It's 6.45am and I'm currently at loft. I haven't slept a wink and I woke up at 8am (prolly earlier) yesterday, 23rd March 2011. Another 1 hour 13 minutes and I would have been awake for literally 24 hours, which is quite an accomplishment for me I must say. I don't think I've been up this long before, and I don't think I'm going to survive.

Wasn't really planning to sleep but now even anime doesn't seem to be able to keep me awake. Did the night walk proposal till 5am+ and I see no point in sleeping at such a timing when I have to wake up a few hours later, so might as well just ton all the way. Having another games committee meeting in around 5 hours. I could just die now if it wasn't for my laptop keeping me awake.

I doubt I can hang on any longer though. I think I'll just find a spot in the living room and sit down there till I drop to sleep. Then again, it's a pretty stupid move. Or maybe I should just go down now and enjoy the morning breeze. I guess I'm not in the right state of mind now. I'm thinking of doing things I never would have done if I had slept instead.

Okay gonna try to make a new record! I've never tried not sleeping for over 30 hours before so I'll just hang on all the way till around 7-8pm tonight and then I'll sleep all the way till 8am tomorrow morning :) Hope Tegami Bachi is able to sustain me till games committee's meeting starts!

Ain't nothing but a mistake.

2011-03-19T01:32:00.002+08:00

"I don’t believe in happy endings, but I do believe in happy travels, because ultimately, you die at a very young age, or you live long enough to watch your friends die. It’s a mean thing, life."

-George Clooney (via quote-book)

Finally the weekdays are overrrrrr! :D Preparation for FOC is sucking every ounce of energy out of me. Literally went back to school from Monday to Friday, except Tuesday. Stayed in school all the way till 10pm on Thursday, and until 7pm on Friday. Now home feels like a house, like my papa says. I don't even get to spend quality time with my family until the weekends :/ Gonna camp at home once FOC's over. Really can't wait for everything to be over!!

Anyway, I cut chili just now and after like 3 hours I get this burning sensation on my fingers. Well it didn't exactly hurt but it was irritating like hell cause it wouldn't go away. I went to search for remedies on the net and I tried using lemon juice to wash, using baking soda to wash, rubbing fingers with salt, and even using ethanol to wash.

The ethanol one was something I thought up myself. Initially it worked, instant relief after I washed my fingers with ethanol! But after like 10 minutes the burning sensation felt farrrrr worst -.- I thought my fingers were gonna rot cause I literally tried everything I could without thinking that I might kill the cells on my fingers.

Then, Aeiyuni told me to dip my fingers in a sack of rice. So I took some rice, put it into a cup, and started rubbing my fingers with rice while watching Gosick's latest episode. After I'm done with the episode, the burning sensation's totally GONE! HAHAHA AU'SOME MAX~ I think I would be whining all night if my fingers continue to burn. So, a VERY BIG THANKS TO AEIYUNI! :D

Next week's gonna be an extremely busy week again. Going to spend all the time relaxing during the weekends as much as I can :)

What are words.

2011-03-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

"I don’t believe in failure, because simply by saying you’ve failed, you’ve admitted you attempted. And anyone who attempts is not a failure. Those who truly fail in my eyes are the ones who never try at all. The ones who sit on the couch and whine and moan and wait for the world to change for them."

-Keeping The Moon by Sarah Dessen (via quote-book)

My last post was over a week ago! This whole holiday's been extremely hectic. Shopping with Geetha on Thursday was great :) I got the hat and shoe I wanted :D And also an extra shirt from F21 :)

Meeting up with Clique on Friday was au'some too ♥ Been ages since I last saw them and we still can talk with one another as well as we did last time :D It's like no matter how long it's been since I last saw them, I never feel any distance between us. The best thing, no one gets left out in the Clique. Yes, I do love them so :)

Saturday and Sunday was training camp. The best thing, no PT at all HAHAHA. We learnt a hell lot of things for FOC. Yeah sure it was tiring having to sleep late and wake up early and move all the things, but it was worth it :) I like the Yandao Chiobu cheer so much hahahaha!

Had games comm meeting yesterday. Supposed to do recee today too but I don't want papa to complain :/ Anyway so proud that I chionged finished the proposals yesterday night! Stayed up all the way till almost 5am just for that stupid damn thing. The time I slept was the time my papa woke up for work LOL. Tio scolding yesterday and just now for sleeping so late.

Training tomorrow again :( I wish they scraped it off so that we'll have time to buy the day packs and bottles for FOC. They crammed all the deadlines together how to find time to finish everything? :/ Could have at least started the preparation for FOC earlier. What's the point of starting training since the start of the year but only starting the preparation of FOC a month before.

Ugh I really hate last minute preparations!!!

Each day's a gift not a given right.

2011-03-09T22:21:00.002+08:00

"We don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are."

-Annais Nin (via quote-book)

Like Kai Feng said, training today was a mass tanning session for all of us GLs. We had to do PT out in the terrible sun and practically all the girls got sunburned LOL. But overall it was pretty fun still :) They taught us how to tie the canvas sheets together but everyone went crowding in the middle I didn't had much of a chance to try and so.. I didn't learn anything other than how to peg and clean the canvas sheet HAHA.

Anyway, the final committee choices are out! I got into games :D Haha I was pretty enthusiastic about getting into welfare at first so was slight disappointed to know that I got into games. But then, I weighed all the pros (many) and cons (almost NIL) of getting into games and I felt so so sooooo happy :D

Pros:

No need to do welfare skit.
No need for any unwanted clothing.
No need to carry a huge bag filled with the freshies' valuables.
No need to run around the whole campus.
Won't get dirty from the games.
Get to sabo the welfares (like x100000)!
Got partner to work with for games.

Cons:

Won't interact much with the freshies.

And yes that's about all I can think of right now. I'm extremely glad I'm in games right now :D

Still gonna head to school tomorrow before meeting Geetha :( That idiot switched off her phone now of all times. Confirm battery die again -.- Going to kill her if she says she can't make it tomorrow!!!

If today was your last day.

2011-03-08T15:57:00.005+08:00

"Anger is just a cowardly extension of sadness. It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt."

-Tom Gates (via quote-book)

Went Keppel Bay with society mates yesterday! And I got to fly kite for the first time HAHAHA. Many thanks to TY and Brandon who helped me set up the kite! Spent half of the time there flying the kite and another half playing Daidi with Clara, Yu Han, Kai Feng, Wei Ler, and Isaac (who left halfway). Talked about the GLs performance for FOC and we finally settled on something! Though it's kinda late I really have no idea how we're going to finish in time for the showcase during training camp.

My God, I just realised we didn't take any group shots yesterday! -.- Took photos with Clara and one with Thet but didn't take any with everyone altogether. The same went for class outing too :( Well, at least I still have the one-day empowerment to take a class shot!

Society training tomorrow. Extremely x100 not looking forward to it cause my knee's giving me problems again + I'd rather spend the day sleeping away. Something seems to be wrong with my joints, hurts a little when I walk. And I think I overused my muscle these few days by going out too much LOL. Muscles hurt and I can't walk properly now. GG for training tomorrow.

Still gonna try to complete PT and run tomorrow! I hope my leg recovers by training camp.

Listen as the crowd would sing.

2011-03-07T02:00:00.004+08:00

"You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen."

-By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept by Paulo Coelho (via quote-book)

AU'SOME DAY OUT WITH CHOO AND CASLIN ♥ ♥ ♥

Finally met them in like 2 months! Went Island Creamery at KAP with them, then walked around Orchard for almost twice. But I didn't get anything at all :( Looked for a hat but couldn't find one I like :/

Well, that's not the point anyway. Spent the whole afternoon + night with them and took nice photos! :D I want iPhone for all the pretty phone applications :( But I don't like the design and having to pay extra for the plan lol. Think I'm getting Xperia X10 most likely!

Hehehe hope to see them again soon ♥ I'm not going to devote all my time to society. I'm sorry to say that, but society isn't the only thing I love. I still have my family/TMM/Clique. I love them all the same, maybe even more. I'll skip society if there's a need to. I have a life outside, and I can't always expect people to accommodate me.

Going back to Orchard area again with Geetha on Thursday! Gonna go Far East and get a hat :D Keppel Bay with society people ~~tomorrow~~ a few hours later!

Packed.

2011-03-06T00:48:00.003+08:00

"I'm trying to tell you how I feel but it's hard when I can't even start a conversation."

-worldsuckswithoutyou

Extremely packed for the holidays! Mainly for society that is. Training camp on the next weekend, society training on every Wednesday, loft for 4 days 3 nights, and other meet-ups for FOC stuffs. No time for Clique and TMM :(

Omggggg I just realised how short this holiday is. Only 3 weeks left to FOC, and 2 out of the 3 weeks I'm out. I think I'm gonna sacrifice some time out from loft for TMM! If possible that is :/ Traveling all the way from NP to some other place to meet them, like imba only.

Well, meeting Choo and Caslin tomorrow (hopefully)! So many things to talk to them about hahaha. And gonna go East Coast Park + bake with Yu Han, Zhi Hui and Clara! :D Heh heh so exciteddddddd.

I've decided. I'm bringing a book (maybe two) to loft! Need to visit some big library on the weekend before loft.

The end.

2011-03-05T00:30:00.004+08:00

"There are far better things ahead than anything we left behind."

-via evelynismybaby

PROUD TO SAY THAT I DID THAT :D

Finally cleared microbio today, I FEEL LIKE A BOSS. I mugged like shit for this damn module, I swear I did. The moment the invigilator dismissed us, I couldn't stop smiling literally :D Never in my whole entire life have I studied this hard for just any subject/module. The Os didn't even take up so much of my time!

I didn't feel the way I did for microbio's common test too :D I know I felt weird after microbio's common test, cause I knew I screwed it up. But I didn't feel this way for today's paper :D Or maybe I'm so happy about the holidays I don't even feel guilty for screwing up the paper LOL. But yeah, it's hard to tell whether I did or not until I see the results. Now I feel like I can pass microbio though I really don't know what will happen in the end.

Anyway, I will not feel guilty about it because I know I did study for it :) I did some reflection on the bus ride home just now. And I realised, I really put in a lot of effort for microbio, much more effort than any other modules. I studied just like how I planned. I procrastinated, I spent time on my laptop instead of on microbio, but I still did a great job of following my schedule.

I can't say I put in my best though. I suppose for a 'best', it would be like study for 14 hours, 2 hours to eat all three meals, and 8 hours for sleep. No I can never do that, I can never study for 14 hours straight. You might as well ask for my life. So, I won't deserve the best result too. All I ask for is just a pass in microbio and I'm more than satisfied, really :)

It's 1:34am already! Plan for tomorrow: wake up at around 1-2pm, watch anime the whole afternoon, bathe, have dinner, continue with other shows, sleep. Whatever it is, I'm spending my whole day in front of the laptop and I'm not moving an inch unless necessary. This, is what life feels like :)

And with this, my first year in poly officially comes to an end :)

Over you.

2011-03-02T22:26:00.004+08:00

"If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it's yours. If it doesn't, then it was never yours to begin with."

-via evelynismybaby

Bloody hell, second time my temperature went past 37 since the exam week started. I've been eating proper dinner, drinking more water than I do on school days, and eating fruits almost every single day. FEVER, Y U NO STAY AWAY. UGH.

That's not the main point anyway. Know what, I'm pretty much over what happened two months ago. Not totally yet, but it'll come soon. I still get the sick-in-the-stomach feeling at times but it isn't as strong now. This only proves one thing, my decision was right from the start :)

I don't regret all that avoidance, not even until now. I wouldn't use hate on anything related to you, it's more like indifference. Hate is not good. Hate is anger, frustration, a form of self-torture. Me no like that. Indifference is good. Indifference means you don't have to give a shit about anything, which in turn means you don't have to worry about anything at all. Indifference is freeing yourself from everything, me like :)

Well, I've learnt another thing. Such things aren't worth me worrying about. Everyone out there's leading a tough life, and I'm not the only one with problems. I'm not the only teenager who has to worry about grades/relationship/whatsoever shit. All teenagers go through this, all adults went through this, all kids will go through this.

At least it's better than having to handle adults' problems. I wouldn't like to think about losing my job or having to worry about taxes/house mortgage. I don't like problems related to the working life. I don't like what the grown-ups have to handle. But damn it I still have to go through them.

Therefore, I conclude that I should learn to enjoy what I have now! I mean, how bad can relationship problems get? If you're killing yourself or physically harming yourself in any way because of that, grow up. HE IS NOT THE ONLY GUY IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE UNIVERSE FOR GOD DAMN SAKE. (I'm standing on a girl's point of view.)

Emotional hurt is unavoidable, it is a relationship problem after all. Mourn/cry/spam vulgarities for all you want to make yourself feel better. After you're done, smile and say "I'm not gonna let this bring me down". Be strong, stay strong, never let anything beat you down.

As for grades.. Well, whatever I get is whatever I deserved! I give it my best, I get what I want. I don't, I get shit. Grades are as simple as that. As much as I hate to admit, I'd still emo/cry when I get extremely terrible results. Ahahaha contradicting I know. Always easier said than done LOL.

I'd be okay after a few days though! Just like what happened for my first Chinese Os. I'm glad I got B3 for the first one :) Ms.Lim is an au'some teacher, and 4 Sincerity '09 is an au'some class to be with, absolutely no regrets! :)

Hahaha finally a long and emotional post after so long! No I didn't regret using my time on this post because "time you enjoy wasting is not wasted". And this post brought my mood back up too :D

I know how strong I can be! I know I won't let you bring me down. I know I won't let microbio bring me down. I know I won't let anything bring me down!

For some reason I can't explain.

2011-03-02T12:39:00.003+08:00

"If you plow through your life and all your encounters with deadpan seriousness, you set yourself up as a person used to being victimized; “you’re just asking for it.” People who don't try so hard, who relax and enjoy, are by far the most effective at what they do. Just watch how easy any champion makes his craft appear. It is largely because he has made his techniques natural, and is never rattled into pushing himself, into feeling that he “has to succeed.”

Generally when the champions get tight and push, they fall behind, but when they take it easy, they take it."

-Pulling Your Own Strings by Dr.Wayne W. Dyer. (via quote-book)

I AM FUCKING SAVED WHOO. Dr.Charmaine replied my email and she says the CA is over 60! OMG OMG I SEE HOPE NOW. Feeling so au'some right now I can't even describe how it's like :D I am still going to mug my ass off for microbio cause I CANNOT afford a mere pass for finals. Study plan has been going well! I've been doing what I should and I've successfully gotten many things into my head. Just gonna let God lead me by the way on Friday, I know He'll give me strength :)

Girl you're strong, and that's all you'll ever be. Keep the faith!

We've got one time, time to get this right.

2011-03-02T00:51:00.003+08:00

"Both optimists and pessimists contribute to the society. The optimist invents the aeroplane; the pessimist, the parachute."

-George Bernard Shaw (via quote-book)

I can't say much about the IPC paper today. Last term, I was pretty confident that I would fare well for IPC. But I ended up with a D for common test. This time, I feel somewhat confident too. Well, not as in gonna get A that kind, but around a B or so.

Here's the thing about exams for me, they're always unpredictable. Many a time when I predict high marks for something, I end up in disappointment. (O Levels was one of the few different cases though.) I'm not going to put my hopes high up for IPC this time round, but I still hope for a B.

I'm going to be brutally honest here. Dr.Charmaine sent me an email saying I got 38.6 for my CA. The first thing that came to my mind: "I am so fucking screwed." And I meant it. If this CA is over 100, I'll need at least 68 for my final exam to pass this module. I literally freaked out the moment I saw this email. My God, I swear it's the worst shock I ever had.

Two things I can do to make the situation better right now. One, mug my ass off for microbio. Two, cross my fingers and pray that the CA is over 60, then I wouldn't be so screwed. Sent Dr.Charmaine an email asking how much the CA's over, I really hope she replies soon.

Alright, I've gotten my study mood back! I'm done with part 1 of virology + prions and viroids. That's all for today, no more. Gonna wake up at 10am tomorrow to study and get brunch for myself. That email scared the fuck out of me. I am NOT going to retain for microbio.

Sorry I was falling in love with you.

2011-02-27T17:45:00.003+08:00

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."

-Mark Twain (via leilockheart)

It's been a dull day.

Slept at 11pm yesterday, and papa woke me up at 11am+ today just cause I slept early last night. Seriously, just cause I slept early doesn't mean I HAVE TO wake up early -.- Bu I managed to fall back asleep, until he woke me up at 12pm+ AGAIN. Read my post yesterday about how I hate people disturbing me from my sleep? Well it felt that way today.

Okay actually it wasn't that bad. Prolly cause I had sufficient sleep so I wasn't feeling cranky. But really, I hate x100 the feeling of waking up by force instead of naturally. Why don't my parents ever get the fact that if I'm not awake yet it means by body hasn't gotten enough sleep -.-!!!

Anyway, to spite my papa, I didn't get out of bed until after 2pm even though I was awake LOL. It's a Sunday for God's sake and I have no school tomorrow. Would it kill to let me sleep past noon? -.-

Basically just waiting for laptop to finish charging now. Gonna bathe and have dinner once it's done, finish up mycology (+ maybe get a head start on virology) then back to laptop again for F.R.I.E.N.D.S!

I can't wait till tomorrow to start on IPC. I need to do something instead of reading notes all the time. I want to get IPC over and done with!

Last night.

2011-02-26T16:09:00.003+08:00

"The higher you build the walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down."

-via evelynismybaby

I had a pretty late night last night and I woke up extremely early today (for a Saturday) which basically explains why I'm feeling kinda screwed up now. I seriously can't take late nights accompanied with early mornings. First, continuous dosage of them results in me having fever. Second, when I don't get sufficient sleep, I get PMS. Well, that depends on the scenario actually.

At home, the reason (most of the time) why I don't get enough sleep is because some bloody idiot woke me up for no apparent reason. That, makes me extremely cranky. Words can't describe how much I hate it when someone disturbs me from my sleep. Okay fine, slightly exaggerating. To put it in words, I simply want to print my palm on the face of the person who disturbs my sleep.

When I don't get enough sleep outside, it's mainly due to camps/chalets/whatsoever. I'd still feel cranky all the same if I really just get a few hours of sleep per day in two/three days consecutively. Not that I'd slap anyone who wakes me up, because I know it is a must.

Moral of the story: I don't like people to disturb my sleep for no apparent reason or even worst, just for the sake of disturbing me. If it was my brother, I'd get up and give him a tight slap on the face. But if it were my friends.. I can't possibly do anything as much as I'd like to right -.- So I hope no one does that to me.

Gonna go bathe and have dinner once my laptop's done charging. Then maybe try to study microbio and if I fail, I'll just go to sleep! :)

We'll never be apart.

2011-02-25T15:59:00.004+08:00

"The people who want to stay in your life will always find a way."

-via twinkx

One paper down, two more to go! Maths went pretty well, better than what I expected at least. So far I've only gotten the 8 marks question wrong, I hope there isn't anymore :/ I need my A for maths please!

Stuck outside home today for about half an hour. Didn't had the keys to the wooden door so I had to sit outside like an idiot. Mood became extremely bad afterwards >:( But after my brother came home and showed me his leg (which still has bleeding wounds), I felt better LOL. Okay I was blaming him for not coming home early to open the door for me hahaha. He knew I didn't had the keys and he knew I was going to be home early -.-!!!

Laptop's fully charged! I feel the drive to study now. Shall finish up the chapter on environmental factors and microbes classification, bathe, then continue with taxonomy! I will finish these three chapters by today :D My well-planned study schedule gives me the feel to study because it all seems so little now that I spread everything out!

I think I've got half of March taken up with society stuff already, hahaha!

Down down down down down.

2011-02-24T17:50:00.003+08:00

"In spite of everything, I still believe that people are really good at heart."

-Anne Frank (via yumni_chubbs)

I am getting sick, again. Okay well no sign of high fever so far. Temperature is slightly higher than normal and I don't feel hungry from lunch (12pm+) until now (7pm). I really should be starving by now, but I feel nauseous instead, ugh :/

So, it's the 49th day today, since grandma went to a better place that is. Went to her house then Guang Ming Shan. Brought my microbio along and Wei Xi says whenever he sees me I'm always studying LOL. Fact is, I bring my books during family gatherings (sort of) so that I won't waste my time away. And most of the time, family gatherings just had to happen before a test/exam. Unlucky much.

Another fact, just because I bring them along doesn't mean I really touched them. Literally, yes, I do touch them at least. But most of the times, I fail to get information to retain inside my brain so all my efforts are actually pretty much futile. Not today though! I finished growth of bacteria and I still can remember what I studied :D I did half of the chapter after that too. Didn't waste my time away today :)

Wei Kang and Wei Xi talked a lot about careers/studies today. Just listening to them talk about university is enough to kill me. They make poly sound so easy while I'm here struggling. I really don't know how I'm going to survive university life (if I even get in that is). Well, either way I hope I get in so that I can at least try. No pain no gain as they always say!

I think Wei Kang's kind of cute in a way :) HAHA. I always take some kind of liking towards guys who wear specs! And I guess he's the only other person I actually talk to among all my cousins other than Jolvin and Delsher. Not that much but yeah I still make a conversation when I can think of one. Hahaha, anti-social/introvert, whatever :)

What's going on.

2011-02-24T00:58:00.002+08:00

"I want to be free of you. The way you, obviously, are free of me."

-The Count of Monte Cristo (via quote-book)

Sooooo, I spent like 3 hours plus trying to make/find the perfect picture to edit one of capitol's skin and finally I got it! But I'm not using it yet cause I haven't gotten the permission to :/ It's just a version of this exact skin except that I put a picture at the bottom left :) Hahaha gonna put Lavi from D.Gray-Man and I'm just excited cause I haven't used any anime pictures in blogskins for a long time :D Hope he replies me soon though!

But God, I spent so long on it I didn't get to watch my Kimi ni Todoke (which only came out today -.-) and F.R.I.E.N.D.S :/ Now I've really got to sleep cause I'm waking up in 5 hours! At least I'll be able to sleep early tomorrow. Maths paper on Friday, I can do it! :)

Classics.

2011-02-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

"I am convinced that everyone can develop a good heart and a sense of universal responsibility with or without religion."

-Dalai Lama (via quote-book)

Decisions, decisions. Currently contemplating between two blogskins :/ Okay I know I just my blogskin like two weeks ago but I like the ones I saw! Never mind, I shall stick with my current one first. I know which one to choose already. Love 16thday's layouts :)

Totally not in the mood to study now! Roaming Youtube in search for those old cartoon theme songs :D I still can't find Woofy's theme song anywhere :( Shall study at around 9pm later :)

Found so many classics!

CAILLOU OPENING THEME SONG

DRAGON TALES OPENING THEME SONG

BETWEEN THE LIONS OPENING THEME SONG

WOOFY OPENING THEME SONG

HAHAHAHA AU'SOME MUCH! ♥

Drinking champagne.

2011-02-21T15:39:00.002+08:00

"You can't keep fucking with someone's feelings just because you're unsure of yours."

-via worldsuckswithoutyou

True that.

Finally the start of the exam week. I'm feeling pretty fine about maths now, not as freaked out as I was before. The basic concept's there already, but yeah I still need to do about two past year papers on Thursday. Most prolly leaving these few days for IPC/microbio.

Realised that I have a lot to catch up on IPC. Did one past year paper yesterday and I spent almost 4 hours on it alone. Well, with the laptop that is. Constantly checking my Twitter like every 10 minutes or so hahaha. And I did the paper with reference to my notes, which is a terrible thing. Gonna attempt another one later with reference to my notes again, and two final papers on Monday with timing and without any notes.

The rest of the days will solely be for microbio and relaxation! HAHA. I know why I hate bio, because you can't practice. Chemistry and maths are practice-able modules. I can just do a few past year papers and I get the hang of them cause the concept's pretty much all the same.

But bio? Man, you never know what's gonna come out. Worst still, you have to memorise like what, everything which includes the examples and names. Bloody hell I'd rather you kill me. I hate memorising, I swear it's the worst thing.

Ah heck, I don't have the right to complain either since I chose this course in the first place :/ I can do it, I know I can :) I have this Tuesday + Wednesday + Friday + Sunday + next Wednesday + next Thursday to study for microbio. Can't possibly give up on the final lap!

Au'some, I just planned my study schedule out :)

To-do list after exams.

2011-02-19T23:05:00.007+08:00

"I’m the one that has to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to."

-Jimi Hendrix (via quote-book)

I'm so excited about the, mmm, what do you call it, post-exam period? Haha yeah I think you get where I'm getting at. I'm extremely excited about the coming holidays that I just had to do a To-Do List for it :)

~~Watch Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha's movie.~~
~~Watch Whispers of the Heart.~~
Watch Summer Wars.
Finish F.R.I.E.N.D.S Season 1 (at least).
~~Make a trip to the library and get a book or two if possible.~~
^ Include The Giving Tree in one of the books.
Get a once-a-week job (maybe).
~~Go shopping with Choo and Caslin ♥ :)~~
~~TMM outing! ♥~~
~~NOT GET SICK.~~
~~Clean my bike, pump it's tyres and ride around the neighbourhood.~~
Go cycling at East Coast Park and play Pop'N Music 3 again!

Prolly all I can think of right now.

My walk my talk the way I dress.

2011-02-19T20:58:00.004+08:00

It's like my mind knows what's right or wrong, but my brain is being retarded and still cares."

-via evelynismybaby

Another day wasted! Bloody cramps woke me up at around 12pm and I slept at 2am+ yesterday zomg. I was expecting to sleep in till after 2pm still -.-

Actually I didn't exactly waste my day away. I did another maths past year paper, which somehow I managed to complete within 1.5 hours without any referencing to my notes. But I gave up on the differential equations questions cause I couldn't even get the starting equation right. And I got two/three questions wrong, emotionally demoralised now T.T

Will get back to maths later, must figure out what went wrong. Meanwhile I'll go take a bath and watch the TV or Cardcaptor Sakura until my dinner comes! :D Maths is my thing, I can do it :)

Stop & Stare.

2011-02-18T15:37:00.003+08:00

"Integrity is telling myself the truth. And honesty is telling the truth to other people."

-via expressivity-

I have very gladly wasted away half of my day. As bored as I am now, I still strongly refuse to touch anything school-related. Well not say strongly refuse, but I don't get the drive to touch anything related to school. No idea where to start, no idea which one to touch. Man I need to make a study plan.

Just looked through one of the past year maths papers and I think I'm darn screwed. Ah heck, gonna do one of them later with reference to my notes and see how my timing goes. Prolly will take more than 2 hours though.

Setting my phone in flight mode unless I'm not at home! NO MORE DISTRACTIONS.

SPIRITED AWAY OST - ITSUDEMO NANDEMO (PIANO)

Final lap.

2011-02-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

"STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT EVERYONE WANTS. STOP THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT, WHAT YOUR PARENTS WANT. WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

-via dinosaureatsme

This is the final lap for my poly life year 1! Final exams for this semester are just round the corner. Done with one module, left with three more. Physio made me feel so terrible just now >:( I hate it when I'm nervous and my hormones act up and I get this sick-in-the-stomach feeling.

Anyhow, physio paper is finally over! Think I did pretty terribly this time round but I'm feeling way better as compared to how I felt before the paper. Crammed everything inside my head last minute hoping that they stay inside there (or even get inside in the first place). Well, didn't work out that well. Things I focused more on didn't come out for the short-answered questions. Only hope now is that my deducing skills will be able to save me for MCQ.

It's over anyway so no point thinking about it! Need to focus on microbio more :) Chionging maths during the weekends and maybe tomorrow. My integration skills cui like shit and I want my A for maths. It's the only module which I have some hope of getting an A so I WILL NOT screw it up. Will finish all the past-year exam papers and go into the exam hall feeling like the boss :)

Shall catch an episode of two of F.R.I.E.N.D.S first before I head for my dear bed!

Endless Story.

2011-02-14T17:23:00.003+08:00

"Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that."

-via evelynismybaby

Disney, you are being nation-ist >:(

I bought lunch for my mama today and no idea why but it makes me happy :D Maybe cause I haven't been doing much things for her :/ Mama went to work even though she's sick :( I'll be a good girl and study for her :) Aiming for 3 chapters of physio today. Should be possible if I shut down my laptop after this post and not touch it again. Which, I will.

Damn it I can't. I have to check ConnectMail later just in case Long replies -.- Fed up with the way poly work. Everything also last minute. Even lecturers are extremely disorganised. Pekchek die me ahhhhhhhhhhh -.-

On a brighter note, I bought two rings today! Liking the owl one very very much :) Shall wear it on Thursday hehe :D Very in the mood for shopping nowadays. Still not in the mood for exams. I'm so screwedddddd.

Studying till 12am latest! Then chionging whole day tomorrow with Alvin, Clara and TY!

What I want is a page of this age.

2011-02-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

"Jingle bells. Facebook smells. Twitter go away. Myspace yuck, and Bebo sucks, Tumblr all the way!"

-via dinosaureatsme

700th post! :) Almost 3 years since I had this blog, hahaha. Looking at my archives, I think I've really changed a lot a lot in this past 2 years plus. The old me was, well, act-cute much. Can't deny that fact. It didn't felt that way to me in the past though. So maybe I still am now just that it's in a different way and I can't tell lol.

Anywaaaaay, I managed to complete the first two lectures of physio somehow or another yesterday. Just the basics so yeah I still have a lot to cover. However, if I can finish the following three lectures later on, then I would have completed everything I did for common test :) Which I really need to cause I know literally nothing about everything that comes after that. Yeah, in a way I'm pretty much doing everything last minute again.

My Twitter problem is solved whooooo! Turns out there's a bug with the new Twitter I think. Nicholas told me to switch to the old one and it's working fine now :) Finally can check for Twitter updates using the Internet and not phone's wifi!

Alright it's Valentine's Day now! Machiam like New Year/Christmas cause I'm getting texts for it LOL. First time ever. Not that it's a bad thing :) Spending my Valentine's Day at home and taking care of mama! Cause she's sick :( She's been taking care of me all along so I'm going to take care of her now :D

I seem to be on Tumblr almost 24/7 for the past few days. Now I have nothing to read in Tumblr and have to keep refreshing my dashboard for new things. But once I get off it for one/two days, I can't finish reading everything ._. Now that's one reason why I don't like Tumblr at times. I still love it most of the times lah ♥ :)

Okay physio here I come now :D

Just forget everything.

2011-02-12T17:36:00.003+08:00

"Against logic there is no armor like ignorance."

-Laurence J. Peter (via quote-book)

I love the weekends :)

Sure, I've been doing nothing meaningful. I had lunch with my mama, her friend, and SR at Compass Point and have been on my laptop ever since. Never touched my books at all. Okay it's been kinda boring actually. I even used Windows Live Movie Maker to webcam, cool or cool? :) 14 photos so far hahaha. Yay got new profile pictures for Twitter & Tumblr now :D

Anyway my Twitter's been kind of screwed up. I can't access it since the afternoon. Not say can't access, more of like nothing comes out. I open Twitter and there's nothing but the bar on top -.- I access Twitter through my phone and it works just fine. Zzz what the hell is the problem.

Gonna go get dinner now with my brother. Shall do IPC tutorial or study for physio once I'm done with dinner!

I have big eyes! :D

Been there and gone tomorrow.

2011-02-11T23:31:00.002+08:00

"Weekends don’t count unless you spend them doing something completely pointless."

-Calvin (via calvinnhobbes)

I had a bad bad bad day >:(

All was fine until microbio practical test came. I screwed that up so damn terribly. I wrote the answers on my paper down in pencil to reconfirm everything only to do the wrong things even though I bloody hell wrote the answers down already. I don't know what my brain was doing seriously.

I ate a mouldy mandarin orange after dinner too. I peeled the orange and found one mouldy slice, so I just threw that slice away. Was watching Wheel of Fortune while eating so I just continued peeling and eating with my eyes glued to the TV. Until I tasted something sour and I spat that out immediately -.-

To conclude, I think I left my brain with my bed today. I swear that microbio thing was the worst mistake -.- Need my sleep now.

In all the winding love we have gone through.

2011-02-10T20:02:00.005+08:00

"Know what’s weird? Day by day nothing seems to change but pretty soon, everything is different. You just go about your business and one day you realize you’re not the same person you used to be. People change whether they decide to or not."

-Calvin (via calvinnhobbes)

Hi, I have a microbio practical test tomorrow and I haven't touched on anything but I'm not freaking out yet. On the contrary, I feel confident, which is an extremely bad thing. I haven't touched my book since two weeks ago so I have no idea why I'm feeling this way. And when I'm confident, I get complacent. So all the more I won't study. This is suicide man.

Had society training yesterday with just the AGLs. Au'some training by the way. Firstly, the cut down our pumping by quite a lot/ Secondly, PT wasn't tough cause there wasn't campus run :D Thirdly, I learnt a lot more from the games this time round as compared to the previous trainings/ Mainly cause I got to be the leader for the second game hahaha. I didn't like the responsibility as the leader but the experience I got from this was worth it :)

Oh, we had the last S&W lesson yesterday too. I dreaded S&W at times but I had much fun all the same! :) Walter is seriously the best PE teacher I've ever had. Gonna miss his lessons for sure :)

Today's been a longgggg day. I hate 8am lessons, but I hate having four lessons straight from 8am more. They screw my brain up so bad. Thank God we release at 3pm today and tomorrow starts only at 11am. It's TGIF again in a few hours. Thank you God.

Will be after to sleep after I finished the latest episode of Kimi ni Todoke :)

I had the time of my life.

2011-02-09T00:50:00.004+08:00

"It would be pointless to chase after someone who was determined to get away."

-Jostein Gaarder [Sophie's World] (via quote-book)

00:55 now.

I'm still awake cause I spent around an hour editing this new blogskin (finally found one I wouldn't mind!) and it didn't take long :) Spent only around an hour when normally I would take like 2-3 hours editing a new blogskin. Pretty simple and it has the comments function so just the way I want it :)

Anyway, I passed my microbio overall revision quiz today! :D Mad happy to know that it wasn't just a borderline pass since I was expecting that hahahaha. Okay I got most of them correct by luck so all in all, I still have a lot to study ._. I think I did well for most of the quizzes so I deserve a pat on the shoulder! *pats myself on the shoulder* :D

Steamboat with society people today too :) Would have went for SR's steamboat if it wasn't for that workshop that lasted till 6pm :/ A presentation skills workshop where she teaches us how to get the audience's attention but she didn't exactly get mine LOL. Like contradicting only, hahahaha.

Didn't stuff myself with food and I don't think it was worth the money :/ At least I had an enjoyable time with them! :) Been ages since a whole group of us went out. The smoke from the BBQ/grill thingy made my throat damn terrible :/ A few days ago I was coughing with phlegm, now like coughing air out -.-

Alright sleep time now! Let tomorrow be a good day too :D

If.

2011-02-07T13:31:00.005+08:00

"Charmanders are red. Squirtles are blue. If you were a pokemon, I’d choose you. Your smile is stronger than a hyperbeam. Like Jesse and James, we’d make the perfect Team Rocket. I’ll stay by your side like Pikachu and Ash, and I’ll love you more than a level 80 Rapidash. You’re more legendary than a Zapdos, Entei or Mew. But out of all the 150, I choose you ♥"

-via fypblog.com

I love how the above poem rhymes :) And in case anyone's wondering, no it isn't directed at anyone lol.

Reached home before 1pm today hell yeahhhhhh it's a good day. Presentation was so-so. Considering the fact that I didn't read up on anything at all for the past week, I did pretty well HAHA. I kinda regretted choosing MBIO but I never regretted choosing NP much less LSCT. I am a total science person that's for sure. I'd never choose BA, over my dead body maybe. Presentations really aren't my thing.

I had my exam timetable pinned to my desktop. See the green sticky note over there? Small, but noticeable. Serves as a reminder good enough that exams are just round the corner. I practically memorised my exam timetable though. Just the dates, not the timings. Most of the timings haven't even been confirmed yet.

Wah screw the house's terrible Internet like seriously. When my papa uses the desktop my connection becomes like shit -.- Twitter unable to load now, Blogger not auto-saving my drafts, the other websites sibei lack. Bloody pissing me off -.-!!!

Shall paint my nails as I study for microbio later.

You made a surprising move. He told me you would, I told him you'd never. And now you did, but it doesn't seem to matter. I said you didn't care, and you explained things to me. If you fear this and that, don't expect anything back. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. I expected too much; it was a lesson learnt. I'm still waiting for something that's never going to happen though. I've always did stupid things like this, even since young. A habit I couldn't change. But, I'm still grateful for you. I've understood a lot more through all this shit, I've grown a lot from this. 2011's been the toughest year by far. I think I did a great job staying strong and not breaking down. I'm still learning to toughen myself up. Bit by bit, I'm closing my heart.

Let's take one more deep breath.

2011-02-06T17:16:00.003+08:00

"And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end… because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was, when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing, this shadow. Even darkness must pass. A new day will come. And when the sun shines, it will shine out the clearer. Those were the stories that stayed with you, that meant something, even if you were too small to understand why."

-Samwise Gamgee [Lord of the Rings] (via quote-book)

I really... Don't feel like studying microbio :/ Well I said the weekends were left for studies, but I literally touched nothing at all. Okay I read through chapter 1 while at the chalet but it doesn't make much of a difference since chapter 1 isn't even 1/10 of the whole book. So there, I'm screwed once again.

I bet my readers out there must be thinking "Rather than saying you're screwed, why not just get your ass off the computer and study?" I'd think the same way too if I weren't me. I just have the mood to study okay -.- I really wonder how people study every. single. day. I can never ever do that, I swear.

If I had just one day to live, I'd throw all my books to one side then go out to play. I'd buy whatever I want without worrying about my money. I'd do all the things I never dared to do. This is precisely why I can't live as if I'll die any moment. If I did, I'd be an illiterate idiot who's just a burden to my family by now. But I'm not doing any of these above. Okay except for the not studying part. I'll study today, just not now.

Downloading tons of shows/movies into my laptop ever since I got Funshion. A really au'some software I got to know through pig twin :) There's currently Howl's Moving Castle, Whispers of the Heart, Mulan II, Rapunzel: A Tangled Tale, Paprika, and F.R.I.E.N.D.S Season 1 episodes 1-15 inside my laptop now :D

Still looking for more movies to download though. I'm going to need tons of movies to survive me through the holidays since the anime I'm currently watching are all ongoing. And I only want to download anime/cartoon movies hahahaha. The only non-animated show I have is F.R.I.E.N.D.S, which has 10 seasons so I don't know when am I ever going to finish it. No I will not watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S for the whole of my holidays -.-

I've stopped following people on Tumblr. Cause my dashboard is clogged up enough with the posts of those I follow. I go off Tumblr for a few days and I lose track of everything. Too much for me to handle.

Shall go get my dinner now even though I only had my first meal of the day 3 hours ago HAHA.

Like it's her birthday.

2011-02-06T00:19:00.004+08:00

"We all wear masks. Everyone, everyday. Sometimes we wear them so much we forget who we really are. Sometimes, if we’re lucky, someone comes along and shows us who we really want to be; who we should be."

-Nikita [TV Series] (via quote-book)

Back from chalet, feels good :) Chalet wasn't bad, though I'd enjoy it more if I had it with my friends. Sad to say, but I don't really talk to my cousins much other than Delsher lol. It's like we have this generation gap even though there's only about 4 of them who are 10 years older than me. I just have no idea how to continue conversations with them. Takes me quite some time (like months to years) to fully get along with some one. Yes I'm an introvert by the way.

I think I just made the chalet sound terrible hahaha. No it wasn't terrible, just not fully enjoyable. There were good times definitely. Firstly, I found the old Pop N' Music game that I always played at Rivervale Mall's old arcade, until some tuition centre took over it. Was exhilarated when I found it :D Brings back good old memories :)

Cycling with cousins was good too. Feels superior when I overtook them from behind HAHA. Okay complacent me LOL. Haha but it really felt good cause I haven't ridden a bike in a really long time :) Played pool with Jolvin, Jin Wei and brother after that :D Speaking of which, I haven't been to BTP's pool since a really long time too.

Slept at around 4am all the way till 2pm+ today. First time sleeping in till so late in a chalet LOL. Woke up only cause mama told me she was going home anyway. Chalet's 3 days 2 nights but she had to work today so I tagged along home. Glad I did anyway :)

It's pretty late now, I should go to sleep. Was thinking of setting my alarm for tomorrow but I guess not. Shall just let my body wake up by itself once it's fully charged :)

Howl's Moving Castle.

2011-02-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

"We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are."

-Calvin & Hobbes (via calvinnhobbes)

I've finished watching Howl's Moving Castle.

And I must say, it was au'some shit :) Nothing less from the director of Spirited Away, Hayao Miyazaki. I didn't cry as bad as when I watched Spirited Away but I still teared a little :') Well, good shows are worth the tears :)

First time having steamboat for reunion dinner today. In the past years, mama will always cook a lot of dishes to go with bee hoon or rice. But family decided to have steamboat this year. Not a bad thing, but not exactly a good thing either. I'm more used to eating rice with pork belly soup and the other dishes. Guess I just don't like changes :/

Not to say that dinner was terrible luh. Had a pretty fulfilling dinner as well :) Just that we had lots of leftovers lol. And I'm starting to dislike abalone :/ Only ate like 4-5 slices of it this year and I got sick of it already. Had indigestion due to overeating abalone one year and it gave me some kind of phobia already -.-

Ah damn it, I don't have that CNY feel even until now :/ Normally CNY makes me damn high and I'll be looking forward to playing Blackjack/In Between with cousins. But this year sibei no feel :/ CNY doesn't feel like CNY, just a long break from school. Whatever it is, I'm glad I'm having this break from everything school-related.

It's officially past 12am now so Happy Chinese New Year to whoever that's reading this! :D

Physiotherapy.

2011-02-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

"I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on the Earth. Then I ask myself the same question."

-Harun Yahya (via expressivity)

Wah screw it seriously. I keep getting the same old problem with my knee and just when I thought everything's fine, it just had to happen again. Bloody pissing me off. I have no idea how the hell can getting up even tear my meniscus -.- Always the same leg somemore.

But it was much scarier this time round. I couldn't straighten my knee properly until I forced myself to stand up and I had this near blackout feeling. I think that feeling was caused by the fear of never being able to walk again. But I swear I almost fainted. My vision started turning black like how it happened in the past and I get this icky feeling. Thank God I didn't pass out.

This felt worst than failing any of my tests. Gonna continue doing the physiotherapy exercises again every night.

Our thoughts will take shape.

2011-01-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

"If you don’t know where you are going, any road will get you there."

-Lewis Carroll (via quote-book)

Late for IPC practical today again lol. But it doesn't really matter since our group didn't had to present so thank God :) Was expecting to be late by like 1.5 hours. Ended up I was only late for 10 minutes -.- So much for making a big fuss out of it on Twitter.

IPC practical ended at around 10am today so we had break all the way till 3pm (microbio tutorial). Went West Mall with ZH, YH, TY, Anusha and Benjamin :) Had Mos Burger (even though I really shouldn't be eating that) and went to the arcade for games :D

The best part at the arcade was when the few of us were watching this kid play. He took a long time trying to get the right aim to throw his bowling ball and when he threw it, the machine kept the bowling pins cause he took too long HAHAHAHA. Omg I laughed till my tears came out. Okay I know it was terrible of me but I really couldn't help it hahahaha. Made my day though, that small boy :)

Flu was bad in the morning, okay in the afternoon, and terrible at night. Shopping for food is supposed to be a good thing but my flu totally spoiled everything -.- Couldn't enjoy anything properly and the thought of me having a chance of losing my voice again totally brought my mood down to the bottom of the pit.

And while I was at Rivervale Mall just now, people kept knocking into me. What pisses me off is the fact that they didn't even bother to turn back and say sorry -.- Seriously, is there something wrong with their body? The impact wasn't small okay. And it's basic courtesy to say sorry damn it. What's with people nowadays zzz -.-

My mood is extremely affected by this stupid flu. I get pissed even at the slightest things. I hope tomorrow ends soon so that I can go home and don't have to be bothered by anything.

Random rambles.

2011-01-30T19:01:00.004+08:00

"As you grow older, you’ll find the only things you regret are the things you didn’t do."

-Zachary Scott (via quote-book)

Ohai, I'm back.

Supposed to be doing maths but I really have no mood to touch them seeing the amount of questions I have. All I want to do right now is go to sleep and prepare for school tomorrow. Okay I feel like changing my blogskin too but I can't find anything I like more than this current one. And once I find one, I'll spend an hour or two editing the codes till it becomes the way I like it. So really, all I'm doing now procrastinating.

(19:00)

Ah, whatever. I'll just leave this blog post on and add in whatever things that comes into my mind. Meanwhile, I'll attempt the maths questions (this time for real lol).

(19:15)

Okay I can't stop finding for blogskins till I've found one I like so yeah I guess I'm done with maths and back to the net again. HAHA I'm really hopeless.

(19:25)

Zzz okay I give up I can't find anything else I like more. Shall stick with this skin forever and ever and ever I guess.

(19:40)

Wth I read the first question of the maths tutorial and I have no idea at all what it's talking about ._. I read the question and I went "HUH?!" immediately. I'm just gonna kill myself right now.

(19:50)

Why is it that the worst my flu gets, the lower my temperature goes? I feel like there's nothing I can do right now and I want to just go to sleep but I shouldn't cause there is something I can actually do. I'll understand maths if I go and read up but I'm too lazy to read up seriously. Ah heck, I shall go and read up. THIS IS MATHS AND I LIKE MATHS THEREFORE I SHALL READ.

(20:05)

MATHS IS MAKING ME VERY DULAN. I CAN'T BLOODY UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING THE QUESTION IS ASKING OMG I FEEL LIKE TEARING MY PAPER APART.

(20:53)

I can't find my stupid plug, my internet keeps losing connection every minute or two, and I still don't get those stupid maths questions. THAT'S IT. I'm going off to bed now.

Smiles will convey hope.

2011-01-30T13:25:00.003+08:00

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I’m already better than them."

-Marilyn Monroe (via quote-book)

Around half of the people who visit my blog aren't even from Singapore. Good, I like (Y)

So, I had a good day today! :D Well, it's good so far. Woke up early to have breakfast with mama, brother, aunt, Delsher. Rained like nobody's business and mama had to hold my arm while I was walking cause she was scared that I would fall down :D Hahaha I love my mama! ♥ Brother let me drink his oreo crush too :D Even though I was sick and he was pretty reluctant at first hahahaha.

You know, my brother never does anything for me, so I don't expect anything from him at all. That's why when he does something for me, no matter how small or insignificant it may be, it brightens up my day immediately more than anything else :) He doesn't know it, but he can make me smile much easier than anyone else can ever do so :)

Shall go bathe now, finish dinner early and do mathssssss. Didn't touch my studies at all for the whole entire weekend. Then sleep early! :) I hope my flu gets better though.

The sun merely rises and falls.

2011-01-29T20:56:00.004+08:00

"Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled; old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget."

-Meredith Grey [Grey's Anatomy] (via quote-book)

Wasted my whole day away doing nothing else but watch anime and eat :) Technically, I was supposed to do some MOL exercises but I got too caught up with anime so I just opened that MOL site and left it alone hahahaha.

Let's see, I didn't updated since Tuesday so I shall continue with Wednesday. Had Jumpstart challenge on Wednesday. Almost late due to a stupid jam, pissed me off so much. Managed to complete the jumpstart challenge, no idea how though. Overall the challenge was pretty fun :)

Thursday wasn't particularly a good day. All I could remember was that my mood was extremely bad but I had no idea why. I guess spending 10 hours in school plus an additional 3 hours spent on the bus back and forth school isn't really a mood-lifter. Speaking of which, I just remembered pig twin wrote me a note and I haven't read it LOL. Hahaha sorry pig twin I just read it! Me loves yoooooou ♥ :)

Mood wasn't good on Friday too until the end of the day. This was what we did for microbio practical, looking at the fungi we grew. I think the blue's very pretty ♥ One of the few pictures I'm really satisfied with :) Can see fruiting body and the filament :D

Today, was a day well-spent :) Woke up at 1pm+, finally had more than 13 hours worth of sleep :D But flu's gotten worst lol. Went Rivervale Plaza to cut my hair, now my fringe too short :( And I doubt it'll grow back to what I want before CNY :(

Finished 5 Centimeters Per Second, Gosick's newest episode, and found myself a new anime Yumekui Merry :D Aunt and cousin coming over tomorrow. Most likely spending the day out with them shopping for CNY goodies maybe? Ah, means I won't be studying again tomorrow. Shall see, shall see. Sleep's more important after all :)

I wish I wouldn't let you affect my mood so much. I wish I didn't give a damn about anything at all. I wish.

With every goodbye you learn.

2011-01-25T21:12:00.010+08:00

"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t always promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn. With every good-bye you learn."

-Veronica A. Shoffstall (via quote-book)

Mould Day 1.
Mould Day 2.
CNY shoe :D
I didn't realised it until I compared the two pictures but there actually IS a slight difference in the size of the moulds LOL. It's supposed to be like much much bigger but I think the original mould we used to grow had some kind of problem so it didn't end up well. Others one all damn pretty can :(

But anyhow, today is still an au'some day! :D Virology quiz was (Y) (Y) (Y)! :D Didn't ever think that I would say that HAHA. But yes, I finally did not just pass microbio :) Damn happy I tell you. First time in my whole entire semester that I got over 55% for microbio LOL. Never ever scored over 55% for any microbio-related things before, like seriously. And I didn't finish studying everything (heng heng replication of viruses never come out). So yes, you could tell how happy I was :D I hope now my overall can pass ._.

Reached home before 5pm today too :) Been so long since I'm home this early. Felt reaaaaaally good to be able to dine at home and take things slowly. Partly also because I don't need to study for anything tonight :D Wah now that IPC practical test and virology quiz is over I feel damn shiok man. Saturday + Sunday + Monday + today morning all that's on my mind were these two damn things. Big load off my shoulder!

Okay I should get to sleep now jumpstart challenge tomorrow. Today really slack until cannot slack anymore. Watched Tsubasa's movie somemore! :) Happy to the max :D Shall make up for it tomorrow :)

Crossfire.

2011-01-24T19:33:00.003+08:00

"When the hardest part is over, we’ll be here. And our dreams will break the boundaries of our fears."

-Brandon Flowers (via quote-book)

Today was a relatively good day! :) Practical test was actually kinda funny. Lecturer/TSOs made a mistake for the concentration of HCl and we had to stone there for like 40 minutes while they figured out what's wrong with the chemicals LOL. Stupid things happened and I kept laughing non-stop HAHAHA.

Break was lunch then slack at attic :) Played Monopoly Deal, had a good laugh (again) at other people till my tears came out. Watched this video on dreams during physio and I must say, physio gets my attention more than microbio does. I can remember physio better too. Guess microbio's just now my thing.

Had a debate on obesity during physio. Okay 3/4 of the time I was down there laughing away watching the debate, cannot take how our class debate HAHAHA. 1F04 how au'some! :D Microbio was the only down part for today, no laughs at all :/ At least she released us 5 minutes earlier :)

Virology quiz tomorrowwwww! Still haven't study much until now die die die. I hope lessons tomorrow are just as fun too :D

Feverrrrrrr.

2011-01-23T18:45:00.003+08:00

"The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do."

-Walter Bagehot (via quote-book)

Okay so I'm down with fever again + blocked nose + sore throat just that it isn't as bad as the ones compared to 3 months ago. Nose like stuck halfway between want block and don't want block which is very irritating cause it makes me unable to speak properly at times -.- At least throat isn't spoilt until I can't even make a sound lol. Gonna go gargle salt water later since parents say it'll help, and I hope it really does.

Still, screw the bacteria inside my body that's causing all this shit. I have IPC practical test tomorrow, virology quiz on Tuesday, jumpstart challenge on Wednesday. All in all, it means that I won't be able to take any MC since I can't afford to miss any of this. Well not say can't afford to but I'd rather not.

Temperature's been going up and down. I stay home, temperature stay low. I go out, temperature immediately rocket up. Slightly exaggerated but the meaning's there. Not gonna stay back in school until fever stops for real.

So let's see, the last time I had fever was around 3 months ago. If this is a cycle and I'm gonna get fever 3 months after, it means that fever is gonna strike again during April. HELL NO PLEASE. I missed group games due to fever, I'm not gonna miss FOC due to fever too. FOC is gonna be the biggest event for me in 2011, I am not gonna to let anything stop me. I WILL NOT I SWEAR. Not gonna snack/miss any meals a week before FOC. Not risking anything for it.

Anyway, I had a pretty weird dream yesterday night. I dreamt that I was a counter-terrorist in Counter Strike LOL. There was this terrorist that wouldn't die no matter how many times I shot him cause he was the boss or something so he couldn't die. And I had to hide from him desperately cause once he shoots me I die. There was this scene where I hid in an alley and shot him like 100 rounds of bullets but he still stood down there smirking at me then he walked near me and I was pretty much going to die any moment cause his gun was aimed at me. But then I became some kind of invincible creature so I wouldn't die no matter what he do and he became a normal terrorist so in a way I was the boss now. I don't remember killing him though. I only remember feeling smug about it cause now he had to hide from me and not vice-versa HAHAHA.

I love these kinda dreams :) Leave me feeling more tired after waking up but totally worth it :D

Let this week be a good one! :)

Leave them behind at the door.

2011-01-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

"And you are young and life is long and there is time to kill today, and then one day you find ten years have got behind you; no one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun."

-Pink Floyd, Time (via quote-book)

So, this week went by pretty fast too. The days are long but the weeks are short. It just dawned on me today that 3 months went by really fast. The best and worst times of my life (until now) kinda just happened in these 3 months.

Anyway, Alvin and me had quite a long talk after society training on Wednesday. Poured out most of my problems to him, and I'm glad I did :) One thing about him, he never lets others affect his opinion and he always says whatever that comes to his mind. He knows what's right and what's wrong so I do enjoy listening to him :D I know he won't be seeing this, but I still want to thank him for everything :)

I've sorted out my thoughts. I can't say I won't let things affect me, cause I know they still will. That's not something I can control, so I won't. But I'm cutting all ties. Took the first step of deleting the smses. Okay not really the first step cause all the avoidance started pretty long ago. More of like, the first harsh step lol. Whatever it is, I need to persevere on now.

Exams are just round the corner. No idea why, but I seem to be feeling confident for microbio even though I shouldn't be cause I didn't study at all. After teacher touched on Viruses, I find bacteria a whole lot easier. I think I didn't touch bacteria for too long, need to read up (and stress myself again).

Oh, training on Wednesday was great :D PT was good cause we didn't do campus run (HELL YEAH). Climbed a lot of stairs, did a lot of jumping jacks + pumping, that's all. Got plenty of rest in between so I could take everything :) Then we had 'Welfare' training and I didn't disappoint myself :D

Electron Microscopy Trip tomorrow = no sleep :(